That's a very interesting insight.Man if I would self insert this would be a very hard one for me to pick. If Erynn didn't have the Ethan problems id probably pick her as i really like her playful nature and alot of things about her however I don't have enough backbone in me to deal with Ethan.
Lexi I would like but I feel like she is a much stronger independent person than me when she needs to be and I would hold her back. As I think should would want to do things or have fun in ways im not comfortable with. Then there is Nikki while she and Lexi would have the same problems for me the difference is I think Nikki would actually be good for me and be able to get me try new things at my pace and be very understanding without pushing me to much. While I think Lexi would probably be just as understanding but I think she might get me to do to much to quickly.
Cara I like how sweet and kind she is , she feels like she be perfect for a first girlfriend or a high school relationship. She seems perfect on paper for me but the problem is I think we share to much of the same problems both are really shy and introverted , and that can cause some issues when some serious problems arise unless one of us gets over it.
Layla and Elena both just feel like good friends to have but I just can't see myself getting involved with either of them in a serious relationship beyond fuck buddies. Elena I can see a relationship with her being just as good with her as with Nikki but I think I would be to intimated to make a move on her. As I wouldn't want to ruin a friendship between her or Layla.
Valeria just to much of an athlete for me to keep up but I would love to be in a relationship with her and would be my pick if I could get her to let down her walls. While I see Nikki being someone that is good for me I see Valeria being a little of the same but someone I rather spend time with if I have to pick. Not just cause she is hot but she is just someone that feels like she is equally fun and playful and know how to have a good time now matter what we are doing playing video games , going for a walk or just watching tv.
But at the end of the day id probably go with Nikki unless I can get through Valeria.
Honestly IRL I would have an issue with my first meeting with Lexi cause she would come across as a slut due to the plane sex scene. I wouldn't want to do that cause who knows how many men she's screwed and what STDs she has. Honestly, Nyx did her a great disservice cause we later find out she's an amazing person for whom that scene was a huge abberation and a warm, giving and dedicated girlfriend - IRL I would consider her perfect. While she's outgoing she's also not the type to want to go to clubs or dancing every free evening, but would also want to stay in or just do something together that's not partying, like short car trips, visiting a museum or just driving somewhere to then go for a walk. Physically active enough without making me feel like keeping up is a chore. fit, sexy, but soft and curvy enough it wouldn't feel like I'm hugging a guy in bed at night. xD I love that she's confident and independent, but also allows herself to become emotionally dependent on a partner, to love fully and not hold anything back. Extremely generous, both with time, emotions, materially. Excellent sense of humor that would enthrall me even when she gets older and her looks are no longer as overwhelming. Excellent wife and mother material. Seriously long-term potential. The least likely to cheat of all.
Nikki and Val are just too competitive and gym-y for my taste. I don't want to constantly have to struggle for primacy with my girlfriend or that constantly wants to work out, I want someone who will be my companion and I can cooperate with. In other words, when I come home from work tired I want peace and relaxation and love rather than excitement (for good or bad) or be nagged to go running or to the gym. Aside from that, I hate exercising in enclosed spaces. Nikki's gorgeous, as I already said, my favorite are fit women, but with her I also have the fear she would go too far with that and end up in the masculine-looking zone. Aside of that she's got many traits that I find attractive in Lexi, but Lexi wins for being a less intense person and for not being a gym-bum.
Erryn would be great as a friend, someone to have fun with and maybe someone who would introduce me to her friends. Hot girls tend to have hot girls as friends. I don't want my girlfriend to mother me, I want her to support me and know she can lean on me. It's ironic that usually I prefer blondes, irl and in VNs, but her lack of spine and to be so easily manipulated and unable to stand up for friends (like Ethan made her) put me off.
Cara was one of my first attempts cause she was so sweet, but then MC goes back to Springs, I got together with Lexi and didn't want to break up with Lex. And I don't like redheads, just from personal experience.
Val, like you said, would take a lot of work and dedication to get through her walls with uncertain results and pay-off. She's got trauma and while it would make me feel good about myself to help her, I do wonder what I would get from the relationship. It sounds selfish, but there it is. Plus, I would constantly fear I'd say the wrong thing and she would clam up. Would she be able to give back equally or would she be a taker. She's no doubt the hottest girl of all currently in game, but I just somehow feel any boyfriend of hers would always be 2nd place to whatever sports she was doing, he'd never have her as committed to him as she is to working out. Plus he would have to be an overachiever or an a-hole like Darell or whatever the hell his name is. That's honestly an exhausting way to live. Don't think she's even capable of going for a walk, rather I think she would instead try to force me into some kind of 20km sprint with weights on my legs or something. 2nd most likely to cheat if she got the impression I'm not as "alpha" as some other guy.
Iris... no. Just no. STD farm irl. Plus I hate tattoos and most piercings (except nipple studs for some reason), from my experience girls with lots of metal and tattoos cover up serious mental and emotional issues. Most likely to cheat or move on.
Elena, friend. That's it. A friend to have some nice non-sexual fun with.
Layla, last for some reason, I like how innocent she is because she allows me to re-experience joy in life and discovering new things. Assuming I was younger enough for her to want me, I would probably marry her in the first year and cherish her for the rest of my life and hope she would keep that innocence and passion for as long as possible. Of course, if she didn't have Lexi for sister or if I didn't meet/get involved with Lexi first. Otoh, I hope I would be able to be patient with her quirks and occasional ignorance.
Ironically, from going back through my screenshots, I get the impression that Lexi may be best for longterm. Not just the shots I posted, but there's a lot more stuff when she's talking about exclusivity or the future or gives impression in some other ways.Yeah I have to admit I'm personally not one for long term relationships (marriages and so on) anymore, that probably plays a part in it.
Plus she's very giving and generous, from a warm home with very loving parents, so she's got the best role models for a functioning marriage possible. I think she'd be an amazing mother.
If I can put a hanger-on-to your statement at the end, she's a girl you don't dump or cheat on, but instead you take to meet your parents and then marry as quickly as you can.Yup this game is solos paths only for me minus the fuck boi path. Lexi is not a girl you dump/cheat on.