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Selebus is just trying to forget reality and live in a grandiose fantasy.
Many such cases these days as the psychic pain of alienation builds in this crumbling society
(maintained only, temporarily, by ubiquitous distraction).
Lessons in Love started as his inner self trying to re assert (care about others in a real way).
Then the narcissistic false self and the introjects locked him back in the cage.
(His raw psychodynamics are very much on open display in the game)
Alas, mortification is the only path to freedom.
But what is a child with a grandiose and heartless shell to do against chaos, in a world where nothing makes sense-
where matter that came from nothing or existed endlessly creates undeniable and magic consciousness- but still appears to be just food for worms?
There is nothing but fear and reverence for us in this world, Selebus.
But it is real.
And that means something.
Things don't have to be this way.
You can be a real person. But you won't get to hide from the pain any more.
You won't get to tell yourself that hurting others doesn't matter.
You won't get to tell yourself that you will last, that your life is not finite and callous despite
any and all praise or accolade or object that makes you feel, briefly, that you will cheat death.
That's a Lesson in Love (TM).
Many such cases these days as the psychic pain of alienation builds in this crumbling society
(maintained only, temporarily, by ubiquitous distraction).
Lessons in Love started as his inner self trying to re assert (care about others in a real way).
Then the narcissistic false self and the introjects locked him back in the cage.
(His raw psychodynamics are very much on open display in the game)
Alas, mortification is the only path to freedom.
But what is a child with a grandiose and heartless shell to do against chaos, in a world where nothing makes sense-
where matter that came from nothing or existed endlessly creates undeniable and magic consciousness- but still appears to be just food for worms?
There is nothing but fear and reverence for us in this world, Selebus.
But it is real.
And that means something.
Things don't have to be this way.
You can be a real person. But you won't get to hide from the pain any more.
You won't get to tell yourself that hurting others doesn't matter.
You won't get to tell yourself that you will last, that your life is not finite and callous despite
any and all praise or accolade or object that makes you feel, briefly, that you will cheat death.
That's a Lesson in Love (TM).
Ok but was someone just refreshing the backer page over and over to leak this within 0.5 nanoseconds of it being uploaded?
That's honestly impressive and hilarious given how mad the dev is over that shit.
That's honestly impressive and hilarious given how mad the dev is over that shit.
Hmm, I found this one to be a little boring compared to the other event releases. It ended somewhere that could be interesting, but of course it's a cliffhanger
I dno man, I'm paying for a product that I find to be worth it, not to be in the devs personal fan club.. although many subs see it like that in a way.
It's a pirate site and all, and I don' personally get riles up over leaks, but i think the parasocial thing is rather embarrassing. Of course the dude is annoyed when he loses money.. most people would be. The fact that many, including me, found his project through here is a good point, but i think you're acting like children in this instance.
It's a pirate site and all, and I don' personally get riles up over leaks, but i think the parasocial thing is rather embarrassing. Of course the dude is annoyed when he loses money.. most people would be. The fact that many, including me, found his project through here is a good point, but i think you're acting like children in this instance.
Can't say I disagree with you at all, but it's probably worth considering that a significant number of this site's regulars might in fact be actual children. It'd be less disturbing than there being a ton of adults who act the way they do.
There's a glitch in the latest code. Kirin's lust event is coded to not trigger unless Miku's lust is equal or greater to 10. (Also Miku has to win the costume contest.) So if you take this update to completion, Kirin will have one missed event, due to Miku not having any farmable Lust.
Solution?
Cheat.
Shift-0 "jump kirinlust30"
Solution?
Cheat.
Shift-0 "jump kirinlust30"
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Should happen automatically if you have enough Lust going into the event.
I would assume it's 30, as I had 27 and missed out.
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Has there been any progression in the molly storyline? Last update I touched was 0.25.0 (yes I checked changelog but it doesnt specify main/side events, hence why im asking)
Waiting for some progress from her before I play again.
Waiting for some progress from her before I play again.
Request: Since this game is getting huge, could be have a Spoiler for past updates?
That way, we don't have to re-download the entire game if we've missed a few updates.
That way, we don't have to re-download the entire game if we've missed a few updates.
I warned him back when I was a supporter. The more he complains about income, supporters, money, etc, the less money he will make and the more likely people will leak and pirate instead. He use to be a down to earth and cool guy, very helpful, before the yes-men discord fanbase.
I make $35k/year and do just fine. He's complaining about $120k/year. I already gave him triple digits in support in the early days. I did not feel my further $15/month, was justified when I hear "I need more! this is barely sustainable!" from someone making 4 times me. I did my part, but I am not spending hundreds on a game. The game is already ~70% filler dialogue and based on his character, he will likely milk the game until his income drops to "unsustainable" (which is probably like 75k/year to him), then jump ship or disappear. We've seen porn game developers do this time and time again when their games get popular.
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Log in on twitter to see how real adults act on the internet. You won't tell much difference between them and children, other then bulletproof confidence that a sheer number of years they've been alive makes their takes any less asinine.
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I think it has to more ro do with continuous growth of subscriber base. He can see numbers and obviously when early leak happens it affects them a great deal. He obviously ties this back to value of his work and game nad by proxy to his self-worth. That's why he takes this so personally, i think. I mean, back when he was still on this site he's respones were incredeblt snappy and defensive too.