Is it weird that I find Sana less attractive now that we know she's a degenerate? To be clear I still like her, just a bit less.
While i previously found her supremely delicate and precious, i still found her attractive but i felt she needed to be protected. Now that i know she's hella kinky and horny i feel like she actually has agency over herself and that's a real prerequisite for me to go from finding someone attractive to actively wanting to bone them. I more than understand folks who are turned on by innocence, even those turned on by
corrupting said innocence, but that's not me. I joke about it and i truly will laugh my ass off at Tsukasa getting annihilated by Big Penis but that's only cause it's fictional, it doesn't
actually get my almonds activating. I
need consent to get aroused* and you can't give consent without agency so having this cute little goth doll of a girl demonstrating she has that agency and gives her consent is the only reason she turns me on so hard now.
(I just go completely flaccid at the idea of actual real rape, i feel weird wanting to fuck someone that doesn't want to fuck me... the
idea is weird to me, i want to fuck people who
want to fuck me, that's hot.)
In short though, i am the opposite but i can understand where you're coming from, can i offer you a nude of your choosing to make it up to you bro?