It's just a game dude... like, it has some powerful moments, but it's still just a bit of fiction... you should probably stick to harem fuckfests with staunchly anti-NTR devs for a while... no bad, all good fuck yes times, much joy....
It's a rare game. In a sense that mc (and quite a lot of characters) are bad, I mean not ideal. And it's quite healing to watch them going through their not-ideal decisions, mistakes. Of course their f*ck-ups and, even more, reactions on those f*ck-ups (yes, it's by the specific rules of the game world, but nevertheless) are very much muffled, but it's still a game, some sort of vax or paddling pool for IRL (psychologically this time), not a real life itself.
That and surprisingly good English per 1000 words (or out of 10, I dunno them measurements) is what've bought me.
Oh boy people aren't gonna like that. After that people are going to be reminded that if you want to sex a certain character you secretly want to sex Sel also. Especially Rin and Maya since he said they are most like himself.
Attention please. This is me saying that I am done (for now). I am going on a long break from this game. Sorry, I just can't do it. Everything felt so pointless and from this point: Yumi showed up next to Ayane and past Maya right before the rooftop reset, I enabled skip unseen and just rushed through everything. So I have no read everything but I've seen things in fast forward. This was a decision I made to force demotivate myself not to keep going. Perhaps one day I will return, but for now, I have a minor headache, I want to play a couple different games, I want to sleep and I want get my mind off everything.
I could elaborate on my decision through specific questions but right now, I just want to be done with this. So from the point I mention within the spoiler that I enabled unseen text, feel free to tell me anything negative that happens after. Spare no details. Or just... don't say anything at all. It's not like I will be back any time soon and I will probably have reset to a point where I won't care for a while. I don't know, this is all zero effort rambling at this point but as I said, I don't want to be here right now.
Since the chapter isn't done yet, I can't really post the completed data yet, or more like I won't. But rest assured that this game made me write like 600-700k characters worth of text which is like 10 times my previous best on a large game.
So yeah. Goodbye I guess. Will still be replying to things after this post for a while once I cleared my head for some hours.
And if you asked me today if I regret playing this game, I would tell you I would rather jump off a skyscraper than play this. Fuck this abomination of a trauma fest. I wouldn't recommend this to my worst enemy.
You will probably see me post in Eternum's forum next and some other games.
And please. Don't subject other players to this if they go out of their way to ask the community before they get started about specific traumatizing things. For example, I asked if characters die in the game inducing trauma on you, I got a vague answer that wasn't satisfactory at all. You can laugh all you want at my weakness, but yeah. I've never been emotionally hurt so many times and actually wholeheartedly regretted the experience despite having what I refer to as "an iron stomach".
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Playing this game was a mistake and I'm holding everyone responsible who didn't have the heart to warn me on day one when I asked very specific questions.
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Okay, I'm not going to make fun of you but I am going to call you out for blaming everyone for not literally spoiling the game for you on day one when no one could have known how this game was going to affect you, especially when you went on a rant about having a much smaller detail like Akira's name spoiled for you. If you knew that the game could potentially affect you this badly, then why take the chance of starting it? And if you didn't know, then how would anyone else on this forum? Just remind yourself that nothing you read is real, move on to a more pleasant game, and think carefully about whether you want to risk coming back to it.
