I understand and am totally with you. I get it, too. It's like a carrot that is endlessly dangled in front of you. But to advocate for patience, consider this. When I started playing these games way back about the best of the most attractive games were Play with Us, Melody, Living with Mary, Twists of My Life, Sisterly lust et. al.. I was the same way. Always anxious for the big scene. Then the big scenes came. They were pretty awesome big scenes... and then that was it. Maybe play through them a couple few more times, but most of them turn into BTDT pretty quickly. Seriously, suck up the teasing a little bit, savor the anticipation, because once it's over it turns into, like I said, been there done that.