- Oct 8, 2017
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I had a similar experience too.Right on. My first NTR experience from more than a decade ago is still a vivid memory. At the time, my stomach twisted itself into knots from excitement, and I forgot to eat or sleep for the next 2 days. After enjoying NTR games for so many years, the white hot intensity of emotion is no longer there, but I still to this day get a huge kick out of the genre.
I started with older hentais and in some of them there was teasing of the girl cheating, only for it to not happen and her choosing to stay with the good guy in typical vanilla stuff - or the classics with ogres/goblins etc "stealing". That already was enough, and it did made me curious to watch disaster happen in some stories - or for the ntr to be followed through. I guess the rush came from the "wrongness" and forbidden nature of it.
But as soon as you get that first stomach knot of watching/reading/playing good ntr it's really hard for anything else to come close to it. I don't remember 100% which ntr hentai was my first on the animated side - but I do remember my first ntr doujin: Love Letter by jingrock. That shit ruined me for a couple of days lmao.
And then, you get into the vns, rpg maker games, fanarts, animations... And you find yourself in f95's ntr discussion thread years later.
It's funny bc for me it doesn't translate at all into real life stuff. But in hentai/fiction it's so fucking hot. What a twisted genre we're into, huh.