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One of the most moving AVNs I've played in a while. Many AVNs give characters baggage and trauma, but this one dials that to 11.
After playing, I understand why PA needed to recharge his batteries and put development on hold. If playing this story can be emotionally taxing, then writing it has to take a toll. It can't be easy to crawl into the skin of every damaged character and write their story from their perspective.
As much as I love this game and the stories it tells, I do have some concerns about gameplay.
The MC is a 58-year-old guy who becomes the guardian for his 12-year-old granddaughter, a park ranger, and a professor at the local university.
Angie, worried about her grandfather's loneliness and driven by a need to care for him, wants him to go out and meet women. But that's where my issues start.
I realize this is entirely subjective, but I don't like the part where the grandpa flirts with 20-somethings he teaches. I'm not near his age, but already at a point I can't see myself spending any kind of quality time with women that young, let alone feeling confident I can productively help them with whatever issues they're facing. While the game gives you the freedom to decide what kind of relationship you'd like to have with each woman, from none to lovers, the narrative is very leading, and choices are very unpredictable.
Some examples:
- Jenna tells the MC she's available to provide some relaxation after he tells her he hasn't had sex in 11 years. A few days later, they send a few messages back and forth, and she hints again at providing release. The MC invites her over to his cabin, and they chat for a while before we get a choice to take her up on the offer or not. This whole sequence is leading because there's little reason to invite her over unless it was so she could give him a handy. After rejecting her, I couldn't help but wonder why we didn't get this choice before inviting her in the first place.
- At the start of the evening with Brooklyn, we get a choice to keep things friendly or hint at being attracted to her. Even if you choose to keep things friendly, the MC will flirt with her if you also choose to invite her to your home for the next movie night. While I don't fault the MC for going along with her and getting excited when she puts his hand on her breast, he also does nothing to defuse the situation or clarify his intentions. In my view, I have already indicated that I'm not interested in more than friendship, and I wish the game respected this or gave me an additional choice.
- Aubree, a young woman who regularly hints at wanting to exit life, meets us while Angie is in therapy. During this conversation, we get a few choices that are fairly obviously positive or negative in their effect. Then, out of nowhere, this grandpa suggests they go clubbing together. This feels so strange to me for multiple reasons... He's 58, hasn't gone clubbing in forever, and it's another night he'll just leave Angie at home alone. While my choices do indicate a certain interest, they're also made with Aubree's mental health in mind. But then the game just takes the reins and goes beyond that. It just feels off that we get choices on how we interact but not about going clubbing.
Personally, I wish we could tell the game beforehand what our intentions are with every LI so that dialogue can reflect this attitude. I don't want the MC to flirt with his students; I'd rather he become a rock they can rely on and romance the women who are a bit more age-appropriate. And, most of all, I don't want to take the risk that Angie considers her job is done and her Papa will be taken care of by someone else. Again, entirely subjective, but I find it difficult to believe that the MC is, at the same time, extremely worried about Angie but also willing to leave this 12-year-old at home alone so often.
Finally, I think the age differences need to be addressed with how the MC thinks about them. He can't possibly imagine anything long-term with anyone, because the long-term doesn't exist for him. Let's face it, he likely won't see any child he sires graduate from high school. I can't imagine that this MC, who has lost so much, would consciously put others in that position.