Status Report September 2025:
It's... done?* Technically (the best kind of done), I've now put in the last pose (and did a quick skip through looking for "ERROR YOU BROKE IT ALL", messages (and only had a few dozen I had to fix)). But yes, it's done, I put it all together with my blood, sweat, tears, and other fluids.
So, now to answer the burning question you've all been waiting for: how many penises did I have to draw? In truth, a bunch more than I wanted, but not as many as I needed. Every image I came to just cried out for at least one, even two, more penises then the one before. And that got me thinking, was I adding too many penises? Could any project have too many penises? So naturally I put in even more- Wait, you don't care about that? Release date? Really? Fiiiinnnnneeeeeee...
Okay, so, what you really care about: WHEN?
If you don't want to read through the all the "why" below, here is a (skip): (September 30th at the latest, earlier if 4.2 releases (before Sept 30, obviously))
As always, this one is~ tricky. Optimally, I'd prefer to release the epilogue with 4.2 (instead of something dumb such as r4.1e). If we were lucky, 4.2 would come out this month! I don't know about you, but I've not been feeling "lucky" as of late.
Since Ferdafs has been~ unpredictable for a while now, and we have no insight about the next release window, waiting for 4.2 to come out and only put out the epilogue when it does, doesn't seem reasonable. In the olden times, I would expect an update somewhere in this month, but now, who knows. It could be this time next year, or never, I mean, that's why the ending even exists... I can hold onto that hopium, but can't depend on it.
So, here is the current plan. While everything is in the game, and it "plays" I wouldn't call it "finished". Yes, I've been over the dialogue a BUNCH of times (so... so many times) as just text, but I still haven't played it with content. If this was a normal update, I'd review it maybe 3-5 more times, looking for minor mistakes, or errors, and bam, up it would go.
But this isn't a normal update. It's the Epilogue. The final large piece of content I intend to make for this project. The final chapter of the game. Something players have impossibly high hopes for that I can never possibly reach... (so yes, it is stressing me the fuck out (but also, people gonna hate it no matter what, so maybe I just shouldn't care...))
I'd like to polish it until it shines. Additionally, I still need to look for, and correct, pose issues, from minor incorrect or missing expressions to eyes expoloding out of peoples heads (yes, that's happened, no it isn't as gursome as you think, it's just eye dots in the wrong place).
I also just want some breathing time (yes, haha, I know, "more time" on something that has lingered in hell for 9 months) between content reviews, so I can look at it with as fresh eyes as I can. This project has been just me for a while now with no one I can bonce anything off of, or get second opionions from, and it is easy to get trapped in my own spiral of doubt. Is the epilogue any good? Fuck man, I don't know. Right now it doesn't feel like it is. And I honestly can't tell if it's garabage or not.
Which at last (unless you used the skip to peek ahead) brings us to: WHEN. When is it coming out. At the latest, the end of the month is my hard deadline September 30th. I'll have a full build made and uploaded the day before, and flip it live whenever I roll out of bed the next day.
But, it might also be sooner. In the incredibly unlikely event Ferdafs puts out 4.2 in September (obviously, before the 30th), then the epilogue will integrate into 4.2, and take the normal~ish amount of turn around time (a few days). Don't hold your breath on this one.
Anyhow, I'm off to play-re-play-re-re-re-re-re-re-play until every hole in my body bleeds, trying to make it the best I can.
Thanks for being awesome.