i am guessing he is going through some personal shit these years , it can be really hard working your ass off while going through tough time and getting badmouthed online by horny degenerates like me (i am sorry man)
Since my answers were removed here (don't know why), I'll have to praise again allhe so-called newbies that seem to know not only about my game but also about my personal life...
But in this case, I'm afraid, they're completely wrong: my life is as good as anyone's, and the only reason the progress is slow is the same as I've written many times: this is the time I have for it. I have a job and a life.
Hobbies are always in last place.
So if anyone is looking for the troubled, depressed artist, I'm afraid he isn't here.
Also, I would really wish said "Newbies" would calm down: they're not hurting my feelings (such as I have any of those). Really. I couldn't care less.