Merry Christmas to everyone. Poor Dan. When was the last he had meaningful sex with Sarah? Except for the facade, I wonder if Dan even recognizes his wife anymore. Sarah is become more deceptive and manipulative with each passing chapter as Lester’s influence takes root. When Dan confronted Sarah disarmed Dan by giving him a pity handjob while playing with her breast. I wonder if she was doing that while wearing Lester’s engagement ring. It is alsoevident Sarah is falling for Lester. Not one time, except for pity sake, did Sarah have a desire to see or be close to Dan. Throughout this chapter Lester’s smirk or scowl, his general sloppy appearance, his Cheetos breath, his amazing cock, and his fat sweaty body were desired triggers for Sarah. The time will come when Sarah will betray Dan when faced with a decision or ultimatum. Will Dan mark the hard decision and sacrifice his marriage to save his kids. While we see Sarah’s descent, Dan has went from confident loving husband and father to bumbling idiot who is still caught up in the fog of his fantasy. Not at one time has either parent placed their kids’ welfare above the situation they find themselves. Dan is self absorbed with the drama in front of him while Sarah goes through the motion of being a parent for appearance sake. Wouldn’t Sarah look at her kids and have a tinge of guilt knowing she is cheating on their dad and possibly ruining their family. No not at all. She was instead happy watching and listening to them interact about their elementary school drama in their lives. I don’t see Dan and Sarah returning to the couple they once were as it’s almost too late to save Sarah from her downfall. However will Dan remain a silent cuck sitting in the corner while raising another man’s kid or will he rise up and be the parent those kids need
First of all, I apologize for my English. I translate from my native language.
During my life, I had various acquaintances with women, from my own experience there were three that I can match with Sara, they were married and had children. It was very hot with them and wild, incredible sex. There were also conversations like Lester and Sarah even about pregnancy.
Was there an emotional attachment? it was so in the first two cases.
Was it difficult after the separation? so the heart hurt incredibly, but what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
I noticed that my heart had hardened and began to perceive it as entertainment and even humiliation of my partners, which they liked, but as a result, when I got everything I wanted, emptiness remained.
I had fewer opportunities than Lester, which led to a divorce from them.
What conclusion can I draw from my experience?
Women whores become callous egoists over time. Their love disappears, their psyche is blurred, and their love is lost for everyone, for their children, husband, lover, maybe this is a retribution for their behavior, I can't say for sure. They are used and, accordingly, they begin to use anyone for their own purposes, showing hypocrisy, deception, debauchery.
Have I changed psychologically? definitely yes! I was no better than my partners, a mean, selfish jerk.
On the other hand, I realized how much I love my wife and how afraid I am to lose her, my dearest and dearest person to me.
Do I regret my actions or would I repeat this experience? rather yes than no.
I don't know if DS experienced this experience of "becoming a whore" in his own life, but he describes everything incredibly realistically, down to the smallest detail.
P.S. All these women do not live with their husbands now, maybe I will be punished for this once I was young and stupid.
