And a SHOTA isn't a literal representation of a little boy? The dishonesty with people like you are absolutely unreal.
That's just your perspective though, not every lolicons are attracted to the character just like not every shotacons are attracted by the character.
To half the people with such fetish, it's more about the age-difference, you don't have to hide inside a closet pretending that you don't like this anime kid fucking those milfs by making excuses like "oh, I am the MC, MC is 1000+years old so adult, I don't get a boner from the MC".
Doesn't matter if you're not aroused by the character themselves, it's about getting aroused by the act of the depiction of a KID fucking a MILF which is basically getting a boner from "depiction of pedophilia" which you're being intentionally ignorant to since you basically are claiming "loli=pedo" but you don't like it when your own logic is used against you on a fetish that you like.
Well, no, I am not the one claiming there's some moral issue with it. To me, there's nothing creepy with getting off to whatever fictional shit you want as there's no actual person harmed by it.
BUT, if you want to act all morally high and spew some virtue signalling nonsense while also creating a double standard when it comes to a different sex, yes, you are a disgusting fetish-shaming brick wall. Because such logic is basically "Fetishes that I like are cool but fetishes that I don't like are MORALLY WRONG and I will attack people for it".