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Dessolos
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can only hopePerhaps she is already in the coffin that Angel is leaning on.
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Dessolos
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I'm kind of newer to the game scene but what I've noticed in a few months, is that it seems like 85% of game developers all have a health issue when there's no updates lol. I'm sympathetic to health issues but there is nooooooo way a corelation exists this particular. These devs are either ridiculously abusing their bodies and lifestyle, or they think we are all stupid
I don't think you're all stupid. I think some of you are profoundly stupid.
boraborat
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heh, as usually youre fully on the spot there.
those patrons of yours and similar devs really are some (profound) piece of work, arent they?
Totally. Like, how dare I and other devs post games, sometimes for free, like in my case, and say "hey, if you want, feel free to donate to me, or don't, it's up to you" and then some people choose to support that! The fucking NERVE! Just totally stupid. Not like you. You are obviously not one of the stupid ones.
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It's been a few years since I first played this and Shannon is still so fucking cool. I'd do anything for that beautiful, delicate flower.
sadly our desire for Shannon has doomed us to never get her, there is a reason the last episode ended with that damn fade to black
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Hello, Patrons and public alike!
It was a big, big week. I finally met with the doctor in charge of my cancer care on Wednesday and the news is, well, weird. By weird I mean the word "incurable" was tossed out, and yet it was still somehow slightly positive.
So, what I thought I had was a 6 cm mass against my kidney. And I do, but this is liposarcoma, which is a cancer that basically looks and acts just like fat. And we all have fat surrounding our organs, which helps protect them. The doctor believes all the fat surrounding my kidney is sarcoma - cancer.
So there is no way to remove it without removing my kidney - and as a reminder, I have just the one stupid kidney.
Even if they could remove it, the doctor said what I have, liposarcoma, is essentially incurable, and would have up to an 80% chance of coming back.
However! There is some good news. My cancer is well-differentiated and low grade. That means it's not aggressive. The doctor said I could live the rest of my life with this and it might not cause a problem.
The treatment, therefore, is to keep monitoring it, and I will be going in for another CT scan six months after my last, which will be in February. The danger is that it de-differentiates and morphs into a more dangerous cancer which could spread throughout my system. If there's sign of that, when/if that happens, then they might do radiation or possibly other therapies.
So that's not exactly the news I wanted, but it's also not as bad as it could be, I guess? I'm actually feeling somewhat relieved after talking to the doctor, because at least now I know.
And what I now know is that I have to live my life. This cancer could take me in a couple years or I could get hit by a truck while riding my bike on the road tomorrow. So I may as well just enjoy life and live with what time I have.
But that's somewhat easier said than done. For the past six weeks I've been in what is essentially a grieving pattern. It is remarkably similar to how it felt when my Mom died last year. I now know in my head that it's time to transition out of that grief and back into the living, but over the past couple days I've found that's going to take a little time to go through that process.
On top of all this, I'm getting cataracts surgery in November. For the past year or so my vision has been getting worse and worse. Turns out I have a particular type of cataract that affects people younger, it moves faster, and it kills vision pretty quickly. I'm actually pretty excited about this surgery as it should allow me to see pretty well again and only need reader glasses the rest of my life.
It should also help with working with Daz3D because the menus in that app are tiny and I have to get my nose right up to the screen to read the damn options.
So, lots of stuff happening, and I'm sorry to lay this all on you guys. I just figured I should in order to be transparent. We're transitioning into a better phase, so expect to see some news about updates coming in the near future. Also, you will see some more Halloween-themed renders coming soon!
As always, thank you all for your support!
-CarbonBlue
I hear Carbon is going to skip doing a VN and start writing fantasy novels. Have to admit he has got the creative skills to write complete fantasy....
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Sometimes ya gotta get a little more artsy, a little less fartsy.
The white is one massive light.turn the lights on
The other side of her would be glowing!1) The bracelet around her humerus is very fancy.
2) Her nipples aren't enough hard; the mc should solve this issue.
3) The chain around her waist is perfect to draw attention on the important places.
4) Her ass is wonderfully fuckable.
5) Why the heel of her right shoes is by far shorter than the left one?
6) No, I haven't payed much attention to the image; not at all.
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