It's most definitly has not been abandoned, I posted this on my patreon page thought I'd share it here and I have my scan tomorrow afternoon
" Hi everyone, I know it's been a while...longer than a while in fact...and I thought i'd better explain what's happened since my last post.
I hired a new member of staff to work sundays for me, thinking It would be worth training them so I could have sundays free to just concentrate on the game, after 3 wks of training they turned up for one shift and were never seen or heard of again, whilst this was going on I found myself in a dispute with the post office over a big chunk of change that was dispatched from my office and that has not (according to the PO) been recieved by their cash centre, this has caused me a lot of stress and sleepless nights and it has still not been resolved (The incident happened on sept 26th) and i worry about the posible outcomes, maybe due to the stress or anxiety, or lack of sleep or maybe just myshitty bad luck, I hurt my back when lifting the weekend paper delivery, my doctor thinks i have torn a muscle of ligament in my right shoulder rotator cuff? and it's causing me some serious pain, I'm on Co-codemol for the pain, antinflammatory pills, gastric pills to help my stomach guard against the other pills and sleeping pills, I swear if I jumped like a marraca and anything longer that 5 mins on the keyboard is pure agony and i can feel it now even tho I took some pills 10 mins ago before i sat down to write this. I have an ultrasound appointment on the 19th of this mth and hopefuly we'll be able so what it is I've damaged.
I thank you all for you messages and I hope you'll understand my lack of responses.
Darkest Wishes
Siramar "
Thank you all