Well I'm sure during all those years you've heard "what if..." and "I it was me, I'd..." more than a couple of times. If there was some good ideas you used later on - that's good. But if there wasn't - well, that didnt make you sad, did it? Even if we argued face to face many hours stright on every small detail - in the end of the day it is you who decide how to do what you do and face consequences, isn't it?Really? For a moment I got and impression that this is exactly what you were trying to do. Good to know you weren't.