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nightsouls

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I started off as a player of the games here. I frantically searched for games with fetishes I like. I also asked developers to add this feature or that feature. But I never found what I really wanted. All those fantasies in my mind.
I have the same feeling about this paragraph. After reading your mental journey, I admire you very much. I think you really like making games. I hope you can make more progress and succeed. Here are my opinions. Maybe they are a bit harsh or biased, but they are all sincere. This type of game generally satisfies fantasies that are unlikely to happen in reality, so excitement must be created. I have also played your work "Human Dairy Farm". I think the beginning is very tempting, but the ending is very hasty. I am not satisfied, but it does not prevent it from being one of my few collections. Maybe it is the tool problem you mentioned, or you just feel bored. As for the demon route, it is actually unnecessary. We humans are humans, demons, angels, and even gods. In this world, if you have power, wealth, knowledge and fame, you can create miracles. I still don’t know what the story of this work "What Day Is It?" is about. I just feel that my mind is confused and the dialogue makes me dizzy. There is no excitement, the dialogue is incomprehensible, and it is not very interesting. I hope to make the story have a clear thread in the subsequent updates. I believe you can do better.
Since Human Dairy Farm is mentioned, let me talk about the story line I envisioned. At the beginning, MC is a mother-loving man (mother-loving man may be due to lack of maternal love since childhood, or too attached to his mother, MC should be the latter). His change from being attached to his mother to possessing her can be understood as the subconscious awakening of replacing the role of his father, which is the transformation from a child to a young man. Driven by hormones, he possesses more women, which can be used as the main line in the early stage. Making women pregnant is actually also a desire for the mother's surname, and milk production is just a by-product. Next, he cannot plunder more women quickly, which will inevitably lead to the exposure of the matter and the inability to control the situation. During this period, his mother (who can be set as a former nurse with medical knowledge) should become his first accomplice, and then his older sister will also appear as his right-hand man. She is a highly intelligent criminal. Their father is a mafia, and he is not dead. It's just that his mother escaped from the gang with the young MC and a large sum of money. The MC must be very smart and cunning, he starts learning (although not formal school education), he starts developing victims as accomplices, and looks for powerful male accomplices outside (such as his father, powerful local figures, wealthy people with perverted sexual fetishes, etc.).
In the second stage, MC starts to use the funds to buy a small island, which will be his base. It is a paradise for human trafficking and sex trade, and a playground for politicians and celebrities. It is better to control the number of MC's assistants to less than 6 people. There should be some choices around them, race (such as elegant white people in southern Europe, tall and strong white people in northern Europe, mixed-race natives in South America, Indians, Africans, Arab Muslims), personality, occupation, and specialties. It will be very attractive if the settings are richer, because this involves the third stage. The second stage is the process of building a criminal group and accelerating the accumulation of wealth. Gameplay and plots with different sexual fetishes can be added on the island. This will be a relatively crazy stage. In the third stage, each of the main LIs will have several children (2-3, including twins, because they are mainly assistants, not reproductive tools, and have a lot of work). This opens the gameplay of raising children. Due to certain platform restrictions, children can hardly appear in the scene, just as text events, selection operations, and different results will be obtained according to different choices at the end of the game. All the information about the children is in the files of their respective mothers. The events of the training direction of each year are triggered in it. It is a full text story, without modeling and animation. In the end, different avatars are given when they grow up (for example, a child may become an actor, scholar or politician. This is all based on the results of the text story selection. Just make relevant different avatars). The children and their mothers are free and receive a good education. In addition to the children of these main LIs, some children of non-main LIs can be added, and even the illegitimate children of the MC and amarried women. In these three stages of evolution, the MC has gradually become the leader of a new sect from using physical control to mental control. The purpose of the MC is to train children to infiltrate all levels of society and become an influential group. The MC is like the blood ancestor of this group, similar to the social structure of vampires.
The above paragraph is my dream, but I don’t have your drive to work hard to realize your dream, so it’s just a beautiful daydream. I share it with you, and I hope you won’t feel offended.
:giggle: Finally, I wish you all the best.
 

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I have the same feeling about this paragraph. After reading your mental journey, I admire you very much. I think you really like making games. I hope you can make more progress and succeed. Here are my opinions. Maybe they are a bit harsh or biased, but they are all sincere. This type of game generally satisfies fantasies that are unlikely to happen in reality, so excitement must be created. I have also played your work "Human Dairy Farm". I think the beginning is very tempting, but the ending is very hasty. I am not satisfied, but it does not prevent it from being one of my few collections. Maybe it is the tool problem you mentioned, or you just feel bored. As for the demon route, it is actually unnecessary. We humans are humans, demons, angels, and even gods. In this world, if you have power, wealth, knowledge and fame, you can create miracles. I still don’t know what the story of this work "What Day Is It?" is about. I just feel that my mind is confused and the dialogue makes me dizzy. There is no excitement, the dialogue is incomprehensible, and it is not very interesting. I hope to make the story have a clear thread in the subsequent updates. I believe you can do better.
Since Human Dairy Farm is mentioned, let me talk about the story line I envisioned. At the beginning, MC is a mother-loving man (mother-loving man may be due to lack of maternal love since childhood, or too attached to his mother, MC should be the latter). His change from being attached to his mother to possessing her can be understood as the subconscious awakening of replacing the role of his father, which is the transformation from a child to a young man. Driven by hormones, he possesses more women, which can be used as the main line in the early stage. Making women pregnant is actually also a desire for the mother's surname, and milk production is just a by-product. Next, he cannot plunder more women quickly, which will inevitably lead to the exposure of the matter and the inability to control the situation. During this period, his mother (who can be set as a former nurse with medical knowledge) should become his first accomplice, and then his older sister will also appear as his right-hand man. She is a highly intelligent criminal. Their father is a mafia, and he is not dead. It's just that his mother escaped from the gang with the young MC and a large sum of money. The MC must be very smart and cunning, he starts learning (although not formal school education), he starts developing victims as accomplices, and looks for powerful male accomplices outside (such as his father, powerful local figures, wealthy people with perverted sexual fetishes, etc.).
In the second stage, MC starts to use the funds to buy a small island, which will be his base. It is a paradise for human trafficking and sex trade, and a playground for politicians and celebrities. It is better to control the number of MC's assistants to less than 6 people. There should be some choices around them, race (such as elegant white people in southern Europe, tall and strong white people in northern Europe, mixed-race natives in South America, Indians, Africans, Arab Muslims), personality, occupation, and specialties. It will be very attractive if the settings are richer, because this involves the third stage. The second stage is the process of building a criminal group and accelerating the accumulation of wealth. Gameplay and plots with different sexual fetishes can be added on the island. This will be a relatively crazy stage. In the third stage, each of the main LIs will have several children (2-3, including twins, because they are mainly assistants, not reproductive tools, and have a lot of work). This opens the gameplay of raising children. Due to certain platform restrictions, children can hardly appear in the scene, just as text events, selection operations, and different results will be obtained according to different choices at the end of the game. All the information about the children is in the files of their respective mothers. The events of the training direction of each year are triggered in it. It is a full text story, without modeling and animation. In the end, different avatars are given when they grow up (for example, a child may become an actor, scholar or politician. This is all based on the results of the text story selection. Just make relevant different avatars). The children and their mothers are free and receive a good education. In addition to the children of these main LIs, some children of non-main LIs can be added, and even the illegitimate children of the MC and amarried women. In these three stages of evolution, the MC has gradually become the leader of a new sect from using physical control to mental control. The purpose of the MC is to train children to infiltrate all levels of society and become an influential group. The MC is like the blood ancestor of this group, similar to the social structure of vampires.
The above paragraph is my dream, but I don’t have your drive to work hard to realize your dream, so it’s just a beautiful daydream. I share it with you, and I hope you won’t feel offended.
:giggle: Finally, I wish you all the best.
Thank you for your appreciation. That's an interesting fan fiction there. Don't discourage yourself. There are many ways to make a story come true. In fact, you just made it a reality already. It no longer exists only in your mind. It is now existing in words. In general, things are getting easier for people to make art. Anyway, if motivation or skills are the only issues for you, maybe one day you finally feel taking the next step.

The story of What Day Is It, while I understand can be confusing, is actually a bit similar to Human Dairy Farm. I agree, it doesn't have the excitement of Human Dairy Farm. Maybe it shouldn't be classified as porn. I think another user described it quite well, a psychological thriller/horror game. In Human Dairy Farm, you see the story from the MC's perspective. In What Day Is it, you see the story from the kidnapped girl's perspective. Though I admit, I added in a few story elements that might have made this story more confusing than usual. But I think without them, the story would be quite linear. I read about a few real kidnapping cases.

Well, the real versions are quite boring as well. The kidnappers did talk to the kidnapped girls. Sometimes it's lecturing them about whatever. Some of them beat the girls up for no reason. They did get raped and pregnant repeatedly. I took a few elements from here and there, mostly from the Jaycee Dugard case, who described her experience after she was freed. She said she tried hard to keep remembering her mother's face, but eventually she forgot. When she was about to give birth, she read books to prepare for it. And she raised her children as well as she could in her condition, despite having only the education level of like a 12 year old, which is surprising because it's not uncommon for women to hate the babies they got from a rape. The strangest thing was that she never tried to escape, despite her kidnapper freeing her from her shackles. Anyway, maybe this story isn't very successful, but it is my imagination of what it looks like from a kidnapped girl's perspective, with some weird elements added to it. There are things I wonder from reading those real life cases. Why did the girl not escape? How did it feel as time went on? At first they must have had hope that they would be rescued within a short time. Did they come to accept their fate as time passed? How did it feel when they gave birth to their baby(ies), and later children? How did it feel when they were finally free? They probably had given up hope to be rescued, but all of a sudden, they were.

I have read stories of soldiers in devastating wars, like the American Civil War, or World War 1. The soldiers were living in horrid conditions. They didn't know when the war was going to end. Yet, when the news of the end of the war reached them, they weren't happy. It's almost like they had just lost the only purpose they had for living. Many of them had lost all their teeth in their 20s. They couldn't live normally even if they survived the war, because they were just going to starve to death eventually without teeth. Some of them just wandered around mindlessly, and gave birth to the term "hobo", short for homebound. Many crippled veterans became beggars, but nobody cared in those eras, and they probably starved to death eventually. Were the kidnapped girls also like this? They had lived horribly for so long that, maybe they would never return to normal. But, it's all just my imagination from reading history and kidnapping cases.
 
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Thank you for your appreciation. That's an interesting fan fiction there. Don't discourage yourself. There are many ways to make a story come true. In fact, you just made it a reality already. It no longer exists only in your mind. It is now existing in words. In general, things are getting easier for people to make art. Anyway, if motivation or skills are the only issues for you, maybe one day you finally feel taking the next step.

The story of What Day Is It, while I understand can be confusing, is actually a bit similar to Human Dairy Farm. I agree, it doesn't have the excitement of Human Dairy Farm. Maybe it shouldn't be classified as porn. I think another user described it quite well, a psychological thriller/horror game. In Human Dairy Farm, you see the story from the MC's perspective. In What Day Is it, you see the story from the kidnapped girl's perspective. Though I admit, I added in a few story elements that might have made this story more confusing than usual. But I think without them, the story would be quite linear. I read about a few real kidnapping cases.

Well, the real versions are quite boring as well. The kidnappers did talk to the kidnapped girls. Sometimes it's lecturing them about whatever. Some of them beat the girls up for no reason. They did get raped and pregnant repeatedly. I took a few elements from here and there, mostly from the Jaycee Dugard case, who described her experience after she was freed. She said she tried hard to keep remembering her mother's face, but eventually she forgot. When she was about to give birth, she read books to prepare for it. And she raised her children as well as she could in her condition, despite having only the education level of like a 12 year old, which is surprising because it's not uncommon for women to hate the babies they got from a rape. The strangest thing was that she never tried to escape, despite her kidnapper freeing her from her shackles. Anyway, maybe this story isn't very successful, but it is my imagination of what it looks like from a kidnapped girl's perspective, with some weird elements added to it. There are things I wonder from reading those real life cases. Why did the girl not escape? How did it feel as time went on? At first they must have had hope that they would be rescued within a short time. Did they come to accept their fate as time passed? How did it feel when they gave birth to their baby(ies), and later children? How did it feel when they were finally free? They probably had given up hope to be rescued, but all of a sudden, they were.

I have read stories of soldiers in devastating wars, like the American Civil War, or World War 1. The soldiers were living in horrid conditions. They didn't know when the war was going to end. Yet, when the news of the end of the war reached them, they weren't happy. It's almost like they had just lost the only purpose they had for living. Many of them had lost all their teeth in their 20s. They couldn't live normally even if they survived the war, because they were just going to starve to death eventually without teeth. Some of them just wandered around mindlessly, and gave birth to the term "hobo", short for homebound. Many crippled veterans became beggars, but nobody cared in those eras, and they probably starved to death eventually. Were the kidnapped girls also like this? They had lived horribly for so long that, maybe they would never return to normal. But, it's all just my imagination from reading history and kidnapping cases.
Thank you for your reply. I roughly understand the theme of the game. It focuses more on psychological activities and is not as pornographic as other similar games. I look forward to the follow-up development.
 
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Thank you for your appreciation. That's an interesting fan fiction there. Don't discourage yourself. There are many ways to make a story come true. In fact, you just made it a reality already. It no longer exists only in your mind. It is now existing in words. In general, things are getting easier for people to make art. Anyway, if motivation or skills are the only issues for you, maybe one day you finally feel taking the next step.

The story of What Day Is It, while I understand can be confusing, is actually a bit similar to Human Dairy Farm. I agree, it doesn't have the excitement of Human Dairy Farm. Maybe it shouldn't be classified as porn. I think another user described it quite well, a psychological thriller/horror game. In Human Dairy Farm, you see the story from the MC's perspective. In What Day Is it, you see the story from the kidnapped girl's perspective. Though I admit, I added in a few story elements that might have made this story more confusing than usual. But I think without them, the story would be quite linear. I read about a few real kidnapping cases.

Well, the real versions are quite boring as well. The kidnappers did talk to the kidnapped girls. Sometimes it's lecturing them about whatever. Some of them beat the girls up for no reason. They did get raped and pregnant repeatedly. I took a few elements from here and there, mostly from the Jaycee Dugard case, who described her experience after she was freed. She said she tried hard to keep remembering her mother's face, but eventually she forgot. When she was about to give birth, she read books to prepare for it. And she raised her children as well as she could in her condition, despite having only the education level of like a 12 year old, which is surprising because it's not uncommon for women to hate the babies they got from a rape. The strangest thing was that she never tried to escape, despite her kidnapper freeing her from her shackles. Anyway, maybe this story isn't very successful, but it is my imagination of what it looks like from a kidnapped girl's perspective, with some weird elements added to it. There are things I wonder from reading those real life cases. Why did the girl not escape? How did it feel as time went on? At first they must have had hope that they would be rescued within a short time. Did they come to accept their fate as time passed? How did it feel when they gave birth to their baby(ies), and later children? How did it feel when they were finally free? They probably had given up hope to be rescued, but all of a sudden, they were.

I have read stories of soldiers in devastating wars, like the American Civil War, or World War 1. The soldiers were living in horrid conditions. They didn't know when the war was going to end. Yet, when the news of the end of the war reached them, they weren't happy. It's almost like they had just lost the only purpose they had for living. Many of them had lost all their teeth in their 20s. They couldn't live normally even if they survived the war, because they were just going to starve to death eventually without teeth. Some of them just wandered around mindlessly, and gave birth to the term "hobo", short for homebound. Many crippled veterans became beggars, but nobody cared in those eras, and they probably starved to death eventually. Were the kidnapped girls also like this? They had lived horribly for so long that, maybe they would never return to normal. But, it's all just my imagination from reading history and kidnapping cases.
wow, i had no idea. now i cant play games for some time. not maybe, i do love women slavery, but to a degree. even in games. i love pregnancy and rape, but happy rape! not a potato punch bag. i believe in their deep mind, women love roughness and some beating, even some love to be a punching bag, but i don't. i do love playing it, but not something like "Personal Assistant Blackheart Edition". i love the game, i played it for a while, until it got too dark. then i stopped. but that's just me.
sorry to make a rant, but you made me sad! how could a girl do those even when she is free? and if she wanted those, then why they got them over 400 years in prison? what even 400 years in prison means? WTF even am i talking about? seriously i cant fined the logic in most humen behavior. humen and their low's. as i have read so far, all philosophers have said that the best girls are 12 to 14 years old girls. why? i have no clue! go ask them! but that is not the point. the point is, if that is so, then why in all over this shithole of a planet, this is illegal? doesn't matter if the girls want it or not. even thinking about is illegal and shameful. i don't get it for real. like, hear but don't see, see but don't touch, OK fine, you can touch , but don't get pleasure. WTF? even if you say a pixel is less than 18, you get banned from life! the same thing that the highest humens have said it is the heaven! what a great life we have.
and at the end, thank you for your work. but don't do another " Human Dairy Farm " ending again. please! at the start to the middle, i loved it. i even voted to demon rout, but we got shorted!
anyway, thank you. and best regards to you.
 

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i believe in their deep mind, women love roughness and some beating, even some love to be a punching bag, but i don't.
Everyone is different, so it isn't correct to say all women love this or that. But I have heard some women like BDSM roleplaying, but the important part is that it is roleplaying. I believe most people do not like getting beaten or being a slave for real.

sorry to make a rant, but you made me sad! how could a girl do those even when she is free? and if she wanted those, then why they got them over 400 years in prison? what even 400 years in prison means? WTF even am i talking about? seriously i cant fined the logic in most humen behavior. humen and their low's. as i have read so far, all philosophers have said that the best girls are 12 to 14 years old girls. why? i have no clue! go ask them! but that is not the point. the point is, if that is so, then why in all over this shithole of a planet, this is illegal? doesn't matter if the girls want it or not. even thinking about is illegal and shameful. i don't get it for real. like, hear but don't see, see but don't touch, OK fine, you can touch , but don't get pleasure. WTF? even if you say a pixel is less than 18, you get banned from life! the same thing that the highest humens have said it is the heaven! what a great life we have.
It doesn't matter what philosophers say. Everyone has their own thoughts. If you find people younger than 18 attractive, I don't think it is a problem, but don't act on it. You should try to understand why it is illegal to have sex with them.

The argument for age of consent is that, people younger than the age of consent are not mature enough to make decisions that can harm them. You may think, how does having sex harm them? Well, look at the cases of grooming gangs in the UK, like this . I have read many cases of people who had sexual abuse from a young age growing into adults with mental issues. You may think it should be fine if it's voluntary. But even in those cases, there is often some mental damage, maybe because they regret it. People get shaped into who they are during teenage.

The age of consent is not 18 in , and it wasn't always 18 even in the same country. Some countries think people are mature enough to make such decisions at 16, 14 etc. In the UK, the age of consent throughout its history went from 12, to 13, to 16. Why, you may ask? If the age of consent was 12 in your country, then it would be legal to have sex with people you find attractive. Yes, but laws are laws. If tomorrow, the age of consent in your country is raised to 30, then it's illegal to have sex with anyone under 30. I think it's still illegal to have sex before marriage in Afghanistan, regardless of age. Laws are like that. They are rules made by a government. If you don't follow the laws, you get punished. There doesn't need to be a reason for a law to exist. If walking was illegal, you either fight to change the laws, or you crawl.

and at the end, thank you for your work. but don't do another " Human Dairy Farm " ending again. please! at the start to the middle, i loved it. i even voted to demon rout, but we got shorted!
anyway, thank you. and best regards to you.
Thank you. But honestly I am having some problems myself. I can tell you this game will end soon, maybe in the next update. After that, I don't know.
 
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and people say the weirdos don't socialize! i don't mean your are one, but i defiantly am! my point is about the why do we hate eachother, why cant we respect eachother. i don't care, lets say if i want a 14 year old, and i should have it. or if i like to fuck my sister! that is not my point. my point is that it is so illegal and such a bad thing that i cant even say it to my best friend (not that i have any!). that is my point. and i am 40 and single. i don't, or better say, i cant have 14 year girl, because we would never be compatible. i am some what logical! the thing that i hate is that every one say i cant even think about it. and even if some place i want to express myself, i get caned! it think if i talk about this to my shrink, he would lock me up! why are we so judgmental? no human is innocent in the world. but why are we call everybody innocent? i am not from America. but we have an old saying that ill try to translate it as best as i can:
if you see a horrible thing, don't mention it to others. the saying comes from a very old story. once upon a time, there was a dude walking with his donkey and lots of goods for sale, in a desert. in the middle of his way, he stumble another dude that was passed out in the desert. he gave him water and food and take care of him for few days. then one night, the second dude, stole everything and runaway in the middle of the night. after few days, our main protagonist, reached his town. many asked him what happened to him and his stuff. but he never answered. but after awhile, one of his friends ask him what really happened to him and his stuff. and he told him the story. when the friend asked him why he didn't get after his stuff, he answered this:
if i told everyone that story, then nobody would help anyone anymore. and that is how you kill humanity.
anyway!
yes i read your post abut this game being short. but you said you are thinking about making another big game. i am looking to it.
and what problems do you have? yes i know it is stooped question. but what do you know? you are not alone here. is it work or personal? please do tell, if you want.
 
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and people say the weirdos don't socialize! i don't mean your are one, but i defiantly am!
Don't worry, I am a weirdo too. I believe some weirdos want to socialise, but it is hard to find people with similar mindsets.

my point is about the why do we hate eachother, why cant we respect eachother. i don't care, lets say if i want a 14 year old, and i should have it. or if i like to fuck my sister! that is not my point. my point is that it is so illegal and such a bad thing that i cant even say it to my best friend (not that i have any!). that is my point. and i am 40 and single. i don't, or better say, i cant have 14 year girl, because we would never be compatible. i am some what logical! the thing that i hate is that every one say i cant even think about it. and even if some place i want to express myself, i get caned! it think if i talk about this to my shrink, he would lock me up! why are we so judgmental? no human is innocent in the world. but why are we call everybody innocent?
I see. Well then you can consider me a friend. I agree with your point, we should be allowed to talk about controversial things. But people are like this. They have many faces. One for public appearance. Most people want to appear noble in public, and so they will condemn what they think is bad. If you look at the cases of serial killers, usually they appear normal in public. That is how the world works. Most people try to put on an appearance that is seen as good by other people. Appearance is important. It's the first thing we know about other people.

That is why the internet is a good place to speak your mind. You don't have to worry about the impact on your appearance in real life. Your appearance on the internet is separate from the one in real life. Although, keep in mind, the police can trace you on the internet to you in real life, so you are not totally safe. But as long as you are not doing anything that draws their attention, I doubt they would bother checking you.

I understand you wish everyone was more honest in real life. Maybe the people who condemn you actually agree with you in secret. But, we can only judge people by what we know about them, so everyone shows their best side. There are people who don't care about appearances. For example, drug addicts that roam the streets. But, what do you feel about them? They are telling the truth about who they are, and what they do. Usually, people have a bad impression of drug addicts, even if they are honest about that.
if you see a horrible thing, don't mention it to others. the saying comes from a very old story. once upon a time, there was a dude walking with his donkey and lots of goods for sale, in a desert. in the middle of his way, he stumble another dude that was passed out in the desert. he gave him water and food and take care of him for few days. then one night, the second dude, stole everything and runaway in the middle of the night. after few days, our main protagonist, reached his town. many asked him what happened to him and his stuff. but he never answered. but after awhile, one of his friends ask him what really happened to him and his stuff. and he told him the story. when the friend asked him why he didn't get after his stuff, he answered this:
if i told everyone that story, then nobody would help anyone anymore. and that is how you kill humanity.
Interesting. I have never heard of it. But I disagree with the message of this story. Most people will report thefts in real life. It alerts other people not to fall to the same tricks, and it discourages people from stealing. Generosity is a noble thing. But if the way you help other people makes you lose everything, then it is not a good way to help people. If you want to donate money to someone, most likely you will give him some cash. If you give him your entire bank account, and expect him to just take a little, that is stupid.

yes i read your post abut this game being short. but you said you are thinking about making another big game. i am looking to it.
That was my plan. Now I realise, I don't have the ability to make a big game anymore. The speed at which I made Human Dairy Farm was possible, because I was using Daz3d and I found many pre-made assets I could use. I could go back to Daz3d for the next game, but I would lose the possibilities of Blender, and there are not many new pre-made assets that are suitable for my game.

I still have 2 stories I want to make. One is a remake of Human Dairy Farm, with a focus on turning breast milk into different dairy products. And the other one is a story with heavy action, like the demon route. But both would be short, because of how slow I am at making games now. And I don't even know if it is possible, because they would require me to make custom assets, but I have only very basic skills in that.

and what problems do you have? yes i know it is stooped question. but what do you know? you are not alone here. is it work or personal? please do tell, if you want.
Health, financial, and motivational problems. It is a combination of them.

I can't work a normal job, because I have very severe eczema. I am pretty much confined to my home. It is hard for me to focus on making games, because most of the time I am scratching or in a lot of pain.

Financially, my games are doing pretty badly. I am currently making 50 USD per month on Patreon, and I don't think it will increase much, because the quality of my games is not getting better and my themes are quite niche. I am not living on this income, otherwise I would starve to death considering the costs of living here. I am living with my mother. But still, I am interested to try something else, like making Youtube videos (unrelated to porn), or selling 3d assets. I may end up doing worse than now, but you never know until you try.

In terms of motivation, I am not going to lie. I am less motivated than when I was starting out. I was eager to learn new things, and to see if I could make a living off this. Now I already know what I can make. Another thing is, I watch a lot of news. I am not in a good mood from what I see. I feel the future isn't very bright. I feel like anything I do is pointless.
 

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and people say the weirdos don't socialize! i don't mean your are one, but i defiantly am! my point is about the why do we hate eachother, why cant we respect eachother. i don't care, lets say if i want a 14 year old, and i should have it. or if i like to fuck my sister! that is not my point. my point is that it is so illegal and such a bad thing that i cant even say it to my best friend (not that i have any!). that is my point. and i am 40 and single. i don't, or better say, i cant have 14 year girl, because we would never be compatible. i am some what logical! the thing that i hate is that every one say i cant even think about it. and even if some place i want to express myself, i get caned! it think if i talk about this to my shrink, he would lock me up! why are we so judgmental? no human is innocent in the world. but why are we call everybody innocent? i am not from America. but we have an old saying that ill try to translate it as best as i can:
if you see a horrible thing, don't mention it to others. the saying comes from a very old story. once upon a time, there was a dude walking with his donkey and lots of goods for sale, in a desert. in the middle of his way, he stumble another dude that was passed out in the desert. he gave him water and food and take care of him for few days. then one night, the second dude, stole everything and runaway in the middle of the night. after few days, our main protagonist, reached his town. many asked him what happened to him and his stuff. but he never answered. but after awhile, one of his friends ask him what really happened to him and his stuff. and he told him the story. when the friend asked him why he didn't get after his stuff, he answered this:
if i told everyone that story, then nobody would help anyone anymore. and that is how you kill humanity.
anyway!
yes i read your post abut this game being short. but you said you are thinking about making another big game. i am looking to it.
and what problems do you have? yes i know it is stooped question. but what do you know? you are not alone here. is it work or personal? please do tell, if you want.
LOL I'm weird and I have a lot of IRL friends and collegues!
 
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I still have 2 stories I want to make. One is a remake of Human Dairy Farm, with a focus on turning breast milk into different dairy products. And the other one is a story with heavy action, like the demon route. But both would be short, because of how slow I am at making games now. And I don't even know if it is possible, because they would require me to make custom assets, but I have only very basic skills in that.
woo! i just got bumps in my brain! hey let’s combine both story to a romance! i love it.
In terms of motivation, I am not going to lie. I am less motivated than when I was starting out. I was eager to learn new things, and to see if I could make a living off this. Now I already know what I can make. Another thing is, I watch a lot of news. I am not in a good mood from what I see. I feel the future isn't very bright. I feel like anything I do is pointless.
yes. first, we have to fix your health problem. yes, you are fucked up! the first thing to do is to accept them. meaning, you are fucked! don't have any more exceptions from yourself than 25% of your ability. then we can fix other problems. sorry! i am a researcher and i am into scientific shit! so it will get weird.
i have had way many problems. not going to say way more! since i don't know everything about you. but either you are going to trust me or not, is 100% up to you. but i am going to tell you i had worst mentally. i cannot tell you everything in here, but i will send you a P.M for special details, mainly because it may harm some other dudes that they think they are the same.

so, the most important thing and first step is to acknowledge your problem and accept them. they are there and you cannot do anything about them. like, if you have one hand, then you have one hand! do not listen to what other shit people say. no, and yes. yes, it is possible to become what they say, but it is never worth it. instead of putting 90% of your powers into something you are bad at it, instead put your time and power at the things you are good at and get the best and become the best at those. i hope you get my meaning. it is hard for me to talk. it is one my worst ability's.

anyhow, let’s move on to your second issue. " Very severe eczema ". i have eczema, but not very severe. but i have seen people with very severe eczema. and it has a cheap and good and almost safe way to solve it. but it has some precautions to it that you have to be aware of them. mostly, do not cheat! this is your life and not a game. so don't ever thing the more is better, because it is not. even if some people say it is fully safe, i am telling you, nothing is 100% safe. even too much water can and will kill you. and i am not talking about drowning! no. just excessive drinking water can kill you.
anyway, the best drug that is not exactly a drug, is nano silver. check this:

or search for "nano silver".
read this very carefully and follow this. i have seen its results, but not sure about others.
nano silver - 5 to 8 nm (nano meters) - 40 ppm (part per million). it has yellow color. one spoon of it dissolved in purified water (do not use tab water, it has Chlorine-Chlor and may have many other stuffs in it that (like florin) reaction with silver and make it poisonous). like one spoon of it in a glass of water. once every 2 days. after 2 month it has to be obvious if it worked or not. then make it one spoon every 3 days. and 95% of the scratches will be gone. if after 6 month this didn't happen, stop using it. the nano silver is very unstable in contact with oxygen and/or sunlight. do not set it in front of sunlight. it will not explode or catch fire, but it changes formula and becomes poisonous. the color is very important. it has to be yellow and see through. if it gets dark color, or not see trough, it is bad! if silver gets reactions with oxygen or other stuff, it changes color and gets dirty. do not use those things. and one important thing that i didn't found see in searches, is about the silver itself. silver is a heavy metal. meaning, when consuming it, it can usually cause some hair loss. but if it gets too much, you have to stop it and go to doctor. this happens if you consume too much of it in a very short time. and some say it can make your gums blues, and i think it is because they didn't use it wisely. as i said, mix it with water and consume that much. it won’t get oxidize with that amount.
the Ag2O or silver dioxide is a dark blueish color. that is careless using of nano silver and those who don't know or care about themselves. gum bleeding is possible, but should not happens. if it did do something unusual, you should go to doctor. and it is not just silver dioxide that can happens, as i said, it is nano silver, it can react to many things. so, take care of it. and always keep it in refrigerator, around 10 to 20 degrees Celsius.
all said stuff are for worst conditions and if you use them wisely with care (as i said how) you should never get any of those, except maybe some hair loss. and always ask a doctor for more info and consulting. some of them do not believe it, some do. it is a weird drug! but in your case i 100% recommend it. it’s the only proven drug. but as always, some people are allergic to it. that is the cases i said. it has nothing to do with stomach and bawl movements.
after the horror, it usually is available to consume, and it is cheap. and effective to most people. but to some, it is not. and you skin will not become completely normal, but it will heal it mostly and won’t get infected and hospital every day. you will be able to have a normal life.
the use of nano silver is going on for over 3000 years. and it does work as a kind of anti-bacterial too. as i said, it is a weird thing!
As your mental issues, you have done start fixing your body problems, then start on those things. Always, and I can’t say it enough, always be 100% honest with all of your doctors. Most doctors are shit and have no knowledge, but you can change your doctors. Its easy. But you have to always be honest with all of them. And check for your insurance when using any kind of drug. For the detail on this one, I will send you a P.M . good luck. Hope it will help.
as i said, ask and you shall get many answers!
 
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one thing i forgot, you have to check your liver before starting. it is heavy on it. no alcohol too! 3 hours before and after. and if possible, go to minimum and use only 1 or 2 days a week. no bear!
 
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So... now that it's finished. Was there ever an explanation as to what was really going on with her in your mind?

Like, there is enough material presented to extrapolate explanations, but I'd like to hear it from the dev.
 

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This is the Italian translation of
Completed What Day Is It? [v1.0]


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This translation is "unofficial" and "made by a fan"
extract the .rar file and move "game" to the game where the .exe file resides overwrite if required .

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So... now that it's finished. Was there ever an explanation as to what was really going on with her in your mind?

Like, there is enough material presented to extrapolate explanations, but I'd like to hear it from the dev.
From my experience, a story is best left a bit vague, leaving some room for imagination to everyone in the audience. I like Silent Hill 2. I think a lot of things in its story is not explicitly explained, but given just enough hint that you can guess what happened. There is the novel that explains more, but I'm just counting the game. Everyone interprets things differently based on their own experience and philosophies. I think that's what makes vague stories interesting. It's also literally what Silent Hill is about: everyone sees different things when they are in it.

I have thought of many different scenarios while I was making this game. They may be what I would have expanded the story with if I decided to make the story longer, but they are not one big coherent story, more like directions that the story would have gone.

There are lots of things in this story that are metaphors. Well, I think stories in general are metaphors. And metaphors tend not to work so well if you try to complete it, because they are meant to reflect a small portion of real life.

Anyway, I can tell you what I think was happening, but don't take it as an official extension of the story. I think the story can be summarised as "What is real?"

The girl wakes up in the basement. She assumes she has been kidnapped there. The guy admits it, but then it's just what he said. It's a natural assumption, and the guy even admits it, but is it true? It may not be the first time she is there. Maybe she just doesn't remember or know she was already there before. After all, she doesn't know what day is it. There is nothing in the basement that indicates time. The different scenes in the story don't have to be sequential. They can be, but they don't have to be.

She remembers she has a past. The guy shows her a picture, and it matches with how she remembers her mother. She asks how he kidnapped her, and he said yes to whatever she remembers. The guy is how the girl confirms things. Everything he says, the girl believes, until he shows her a picture of her supposed mother. She says it's different from before. The guy says it's the same as before. So who is right then? Why doesn't she believe him this time? Because it differs from what she remembers? Is there even such a past? She thinks she has a past because she remembers it in the present.

When she sleeps, she often wakes up in a different place. She assumes they are dreams. But the guy keeps talking to her, so that doesn't make sense. Are those dreams? What is a dream?

Maybe I should stop explaining things. Like I said at the beginning, I think it is ruining the experience. Some things are just hard to explain. Some things can't be explained in words, just like you can't show an image in words. You can describe an image in words, but that's different from seeing the image itself.
 
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