TigerWolfe

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Oct 19, 2022
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And you do know who they are? Because if you know them personally and they're doing all the things claimed in this thread I could understand the vitriol a bit. But if you don't you're just assuming they're a liar because they do things you don't like.
 

Braindrop

Active Member
Game Developer
Aug 30, 2019
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I'm just trying to make my game. Not trying to mess with anyone or piss anyone off. I'm just making what I find fun and hoping others enjoy it.

I made a lot of mistakes and I regret a lot. I'm trying to put it all behind me and move forward and I understand why so many people are upset with me and I'm not trying to say you shouldn't be. I did a lot of dumb shit. I'm trying to grow and do better.


I've always advocated for people to stop pledging if they weren't comfortable with release timings and I am giving all of Days 32-38 for free to all former patrons, I paused pledges for March and April, and while I am still missing release dates by a bit, things have gotten a lot more stable and content is making it out. In the past 2 months I've put out nearly 4000 renders and while that in no way shape or form makes up for the year and a half of emptiness, I can't change the past and I can only try to do better and that's what I'm doing. There's no other way to put it.

I have no ill-will for anyone here and I while I made silly decisions like teasing the Azel crowd earlier on, that is in no way how I make the game now.
I was very insecure about my game and my "contrarian" side was more of a defense mechanism than anything. I had crazy imposter syndrome and that mixed with everything else led to that year and a half.
I'm not the most mentally sound person, it is what it is.

Luckily, a lot of that insecurity isn't there anymore despite all of the shit flinging.
And if you hate me or my game then that's fine, I don't hate any of you.

I make this game to entertain myself and others, if you are entertained by the game then that's awesome, if your entertainment is derived from writing mean messages about the game and myself then hey at least I made you have fun in some way.
Though you should probably look for a healthier form of entertainment, but I'm no shrink.

Either way, I'm doing better and I'm going to continue doing so.
I hope you do enjoy whatever I make, because I will.

Take care, pirates. :)
 

Lerd0

Devoted Member
Donor
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Jul 29, 2017
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I'm just trying to make my game. Not trying to mess with anyone or piss anyone off. I'm just making what I find fun and hoping others enjoy it.

I made a lot of mistakes and I regret a lot. I'm trying to put it all behind me and move forward and I understand why so many people are upset with me and I'm not trying to say you shouldn't be. I did a lot of dumb shit. I'm trying to grow and do better.


I've always advocated for people to stop pledging if they weren't comfortable with release timings and I am giving all of Days 32-38 for free to all former patrons, I paused pledges for March and April, and while I am still missing release dates by a bit, things have gotten a lot more stable and content is making it out. In the past 2 months I've put out nearly 4000 renders and while that in no way shape or form makes up for the year and a half of emptiness, I can't change the past and I can only try to do better and that's what I'm doing. There's no other way to put it.

I have no ill-will for anyone here and I while I made silly decisions like teasing the Azel crowd earlier on, that is in no way how I make the game now.
I was very insecure about my game and my "contrarian" side was more of a defense mechanism than anything. I had crazy imposter syndrome and that mixed with everything else led to that year and a half.
I'm not the most mentally sound person, it is what it is.

Luckily, a lot of that insecurity isn't there anymore despite all of the shit flinging.
And if you hate me or my game then that's fine, I don't hate any of you.

I make this game to entertain myself and others, if you are entertained by the game then that's awesome, if your entertainment is derived from writing mean messages about the game and myself then hey at least I made you have fun in some way.
Though you should probably look for a healthier form of entertainment, but I'm no shrink.

Either way, I'm doing better and I'm going to continue doing so.
I hope you do enjoy whatever I make, because I will.

Take care, pirates. :)
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Uthuriel

Conversation Conqueror
Jan 26, 2021
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I'm just trying to make my game. Not trying to mess with anyone or piss anyone off. I'm just making what I find fun and hoping others enjoy it.

I made a lot of mistakes and I regret a lot. I'm trying to put it all behind me and move forward and I understand why so many people are upset with me and I'm not trying to say you shouldn't be. I did a lot of dumb shit. I'm trying to grow and do better.


I've always advocated for people to stop pledging if they weren't comfortable with release timings and I am giving all of Days 32-38 for free to all former patrons, I paused pledges for March and April, and while I am still missing release dates by a bit, things have gotten a lot more stable and content is making it out. In the past 2 months I've put out nearly 4000 renders and while that in no way shape or form makes up for the year and a half of emptiness, I can't change the past and I can only try to do better and that's what I'm doing. There's no other way to put it.

I have no ill-will for anyone here and I while I made silly decisions like teasing the Azel crowd earlier on, that is in no way how I make the game now.
I was very insecure about my game and my "contrarian" side was more of a defense mechanism than anything. I had crazy imposter syndrome and that mixed with everything else led to that year and a half.
I'm not the most mentally sound person, it is what it is.

Luckily, a lot of that insecurity isn't there anymore despite all of the shit flinging.
And if you hate me or my game then that's fine, I don't hate any of you.

I make this game to entertain myself and others, if you are entertained by the game then that's awesome, if your entertainment is derived from writing mean messages about the game and myself then hey at least I made you have fun in some way.
Though you should probably look for a healthier form of entertainment, but I'm no shrink.

Either way, I'm doing better and I'm going to continue doing so.
I hope you do enjoy whatever I make, because I will.

Take care, pirates. :)
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Here... clean yourself up... :KEK:
 
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I'm just trying to make my game. Not trying to mess with anyone or piss anyone off. I'm just making what I find fun and hoping others enjoy it.

I have no ill-will for anyone here and I while I made silly decisions like teasing the Azel crowd earlier on, that is in no way how I make the game now.
I was very insecure about my game and my "contrarian" side was more of a defense mechanism than anything. I had crazy imposter syndrome and that mixed with everything else led to that year and a half.

" In the past 2 months I've put out nearly 4000 renders and while that in no way shape or form makes up for the year and a half of emptiness, I can't change the past and I can only try to do better and that's what I'm doing. There's no other way to put it."

you mean 4k renders but 2k of them were the alleged update from february of 2022 or whenever it was, right? i can't remember when you started milking, if it was in 2021 or 2022, it's been such a long time
 
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I make this game to entertain myself and others, if you are entertained by the game then that's awesome, if your entertainment is derived from writing mean messages about the game and myself then hey at least I made you have fun in some way.
Though you should probably look for a healthier form of entertainment, but I'm no shrink.
i love when he uses lines like this. "i make it to entertain myself and others"
and then proceeds to milk his followers for nearly two years and gives only excuses, but says he can't pause all the time because he needs to support his family

you're not making it to entertain yourself and others. you're making it to milk the cash cow
 

zeloch

New Member
Oct 3, 2019
13
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Ooh a new update?! Let me guess, this update introduces a few more female characters, all with the same copy-pasted duck face, and they all know the MC due to some MacGuffin bullshit that was never mentioned in the story before and become fuck buddies immediately and of course they all join the ever-expanding harem of cloned fuck bots with no distinguishing personalities whatsoever... How close am I?
 

Braindrop

Active Member
Game Developer
Aug 30, 2019
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" In the past 2 months I've put out nearly 4000 renders and while that in no way shape or form makes up for the year and a half of emptiness, I can't change the past and I can only try to do better and that's what I'm doing. There's no other way to put it."

you mean 4k renders but 2k of them were the alleged update from february of 2022 or whenever it was, right? i can't remember when you started milking, if it was in 2021 or 2022, it's been such a long time
I've said it ad-nauseam at this point but all of that stuff has been reworked to oblivion. And if we're going that far back then I've actually put out 5k renders since then.

A lot of those scenes planned for that update back then actually got moved. For an example, I shared a ton of teasers back in the day of a scene with Bailey in her home and that entire scene got moved from Day 32 to not this upcoming weekly but the next. All of the renders will be completely remade but still.

i love when he uses lines like this. "i make it to entertain myself and others"
and then proceeds to milk his followers for nearly two years and gives only excuses, but says he can't pause all the time because he needs to support his family

you're not making it to entertain yourself and others. you're making it to milk the cash cow
Once again, I was not well and I'll never try to justify a lot of my actions from the past year and a half. I was on some fuck shit and deluded myself into thinking it was okay for a long time.

Realized it wasn't, working on fixing it.
Life changed a lot, hard to handle, took shit for granted, found out the hard way, trying to fix it.

What is your name on patreon? I'll refund you if I can.
 
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I've said it ad-nauseam at this point but all of that stuff has been reworked to oblivion. And if we're going that far back then I've actually put out 5k renders since then.

A lot of those scenes planned for that update back then actually got moved. For an example, I shared a ton of teasers back in the day of a scene with Bailey in her home and that entire scene got moved from Day 32 to not this upcoming weekly but the next. All of the renders will be completely remade but still.


Once again, I was not well and I'll never try to justify a lot of my actions from the past year and a half. I was on some fuck shit and deluded myself into thinking it was okay for a long time.

Realized it wasn't, working on fixing it.
Life changed a lot, hard to handle, took shit for granted, found out the hard way, trying to fix it.

What is your name on patreon? I'll refund you if I can.
you banned me forever ago for calling you out on patreon and discord. i think it's same as f95, or maybe HDR.

still don't understand the point of the rework if it's never being released. all those old renders reworked to oblivion, for what? to start over new and put out 5k renders in the past two years while continuing to post huge sob stories every time, creating mackenzie as a buffer, etc etc you get the idea you've read it all already.
 

Krynh

Engaged Member
Jan 20, 2020
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I have no issues with critique at all. I don't get the people who continually show up to keep bashing a thing they clearly don't like. There are so many things in this world. Personally I'd rather spend my time partaking in things I enjoyed, than bashing things I didn't. The need to wallow in something that upsets you is what's strange to me.
Because it's fun and many of us are bitter about how the game once used to be good is now dreck instead.
 

Krynh

Engaged Member
Jan 20, 2020
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still don't understand the point of the rework if it's never being released. all those old renders reworked to oblivion, for what? to start over new and put out 5k renders in the past two years while continuing to post huge sob stories every time, creating mackenzie as a buffer, etc etc you get the idea you've read it all already.
A rework that was never needed either. AVN devs need to stop reworking their whole game and story until after the game is finished.
 

funkymonkeyjedi

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Jan 16, 2023
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A rework that was never needed either. AVN devs need to stop reworking their whole game and story until after the game is finished.
That I can agree with. Also rendering at 4K resolution when the majority of users barely have 1080P capable monitors is kinda redundant.
 

Jhazen23

Newbie
Oct 28, 2019
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I've said it ad-nauseam at this point but all of that stuff has been reworked to oblivion. And if we're going that far back then I've actually put out 5k renders since then.

A lot of those scenes planned for that update back then actually got moved. For an example, I shared a ton of teasers back in the day of a scene with Bailey in her home and that entire scene got moved from Day 32 to not this upcoming weekly but the next. All of the renders will be completely remade but still.


Once again, I was not well and I'll never try to justify a lot of my actions from the past year and a half. I was on some fuck shit and deluded myself into thinking it was okay for a long time.

Realized it wasn't, working on fixing it.
Life changed a lot, hard to handle, took shit for granted, found out the hard way, trying to fix it.

What is your name on patreon? I'll refund you if I can.
Dude you need to just concentrate on doing what your doing. If you don't you know where youre going to end up. Yes you pissed a lot of people off me included but really have no obligation to any of us. Go to almost any game on this sight and you will find the same bitchers and moaners that want everything their way because that's the narcissistic society we live in now. If you want to continue to make money and develop your game you need to concentrate on doing that. Keep your patreon supporters happy and don't change your vision for what amounts to a handful of people that you will never make happy. I was once one of them until I asked myself why do I really give a fuck I've got 20 other games I play and as long as somebody updates there game occasionally I'm good. If I don't like a game anymore I delete it. I'm not trying to sound uppity because I don't support any devs not worth having to explain a monthly payment to patreon to my wife. So I'm well aware I'm a POS pirate. Arrrr
 

marcusTSt

New Member
Feb 25, 2023
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I'm just trying to make my game. Not trying to mess with anyone or piss anyone off. I'm just making what I find fun and hoping others enjoy it.

I made a lot of mistakes and I regret a lot. I'm trying to put it all behind me and move forward and I understand why so many people are upset with me and I'm not trying to say you shouldn't be. I did a lot of dumb shit. I'm trying to grow and do better.


I've always advocated for people to stop pledging if they weren't comfortable with release timings and I am giving all of Days 32-38 for free to all former patrons, I paused pledges for March and April, and while I am still missing release dates by a bit, things have gotten a lot more stable and content is making it out. In the past 2 months I've put out nearly 4000 renders and while that in no way shape or form makes up for the year and a half of emptiness, I can't change the past and I can only try to do better and that's what I'm doing. There's no other way to put it.

I have no ill-will for anyone here and I while I made silly decisions like teasing the Azel crowd earlier on, that is in no way how I make the game now.
I was very insecure about my game and my "contrarian" side was more of a defense mechanism than anything. I had crazy imposter syndrome and that mixed with everything else led to that year and a half.
I'm not the most mentally sound person, it is what it is.

Luckily, a lot of that insecurity isn't there anymore despite all of the shit flinging.
And if you hate me or my game then that's fine, I don't hate any of you.

I make this game to entertain myself and others, if you are entertained by the game then that's awesome, if your entertainment is derived from writing mean messages about the game and myself then hey at least I made you have fun in some way.
Though you should probably look for a healthier form of entertainment, but I'm no shrink.

Either way, I'm doing better and I'm going to continue doing so.
I hope you do enjoy whatever I make, because I will.

Take care, pirates. :)
Serious question here. If the point of the rework was to make the days shorter, why did you make game day longer than any other day?

Are you planning on reworking season 2 or are you going to scrap the season 1 remake?
 

Braindrop

Active Member
Game Developer
Aug 30, 2019
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Serious question here. If the point of the rework was to make the days shorter, why did you make game day longer than any other day?

Are you planning on reworking season 2 or are you going to scrap the season 1 remake?
Day 32 was giga long (and I may move a few things back in the rework, we'll have to wait and see) and Day 33 was around 1000 renders but the average day going forward will only be in the 500-700 render range and some days will be skipped over.
 
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