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Hey guys, just a check in to let you all know how things are going.
I mental boomed hard. Everything sort of took a while to hit me and there were some rough days there but I'm doing better.
Definitely in a really weird head space right now. I'm currently planning on how to release the update while also trying not to fuck myself up.
Due to the wait and previous delays this update will already be super stressful for me. Just because of expectations and all the goodies that come with it. So yeah, definitely not sure if I could handle a potential bad release right now with everything else also happening.
I'm flirting with the idea of releasing it in chunks over a few weeks but the prior poll showed that you guys weren't very interested in that. So I'd like to avoid doing that if I don't have to but we'll see.
In other news, while I was mentally boomed I found it comforting to work on things that weren't directly tied to the game like the bday renders and stuff I've fallen behind on. So I plan to finish the last few then have those all up to date real soon.
I've also worked on a few other things like new character sheets and things like that.
Things are still hard but they're getting easier day by day.
As his caretaker I spent a large portion of my day with him making sure he was entertained and happy so not having him to hang around with has been a major adjustment and a constant reminder.
So again, I'm so very thankful for the patience and understanding you guys have shown. Things have been very shitty and I can't stress enough how much I appreciate everything you guys have said and done for me. Aside from the kind comments I was also sent many personal messages of people sharing similar stories and memories with me and it all has helped me a lot. So thank you.
I'll have another post up soon when I decide what route I'll take with the release and the other side stuff shouldn't be far behind it.
See you all soon
Love you guys <3