Sorry for springing that on you all... it's been a rough day for me.... been a rough year. I'll give it a few days, maybe I'll feel better. Been drinking more than I probably should be.
Sorry to hear of your devastating loss. If I could think of something more meaningful, I'd say it but my condolences are with you.
As far as moderators go, there are times when logic or reasons are not always apparent. I'm not universally popular across the AWAM threads. I've been banned a couple of times & I've lost track of the number of posts I've had removed under the "OT" heading, so many that I've decided to take a sabbatical from the main thread.
My point being, that I turned up on these threads in need of escapism, which was also the purpose of playing the game. I don't believe anyone is here, (on the Fanart thread), for any other reason than to see great art. You are one of the providers of this.
It's down to each fan to decide at what point the hassle & constant bickering outweighs whatever satisfaction, escapism etc., is being achieved by staying, on this or any other thread.
Suffice it to note that your artwork would be missed. I'm sure that, (for once), I speak for all when I add that we'll respect whatever decision you finally make.