It's when you're at that point in life when nothing really hurts you anymore. You've been so thoroughly fucked by life, had your heart destroyed so deeply, killed every single dream you ever had, made sure hope and trust are never to exist anymore in you, is so chronically depressed, you literally became the personification, the literal definition of apathy, that everything pretty muchs sums up to "ok".
Now listen here you little fuck, the horsecock better horsecock VERY horsecocky, you horsecock??! If he does another floppy bullshit like the one Tara can equip right now, I'll... I will... well, I won't do shit anyway, but what a fucking waste.