I’ve been redoing my Isabella run. Thus far my previous Isabella runs have been
- a CHICK fuckboy run (yes, despite how DIK-ish it sounds, you can easily do that), where I ultimately chose Isabella
- a monogamous Neutral run
- a CHICK run where I went for both Jill and Isabella, and chose Isabella.
Somehow I never actually did a monogamous CHICK run for her. So I’m overwriting the Jill/Isabella run with it.
Bella
really doesn’t care for the MC as anything but a CHICK, and it’s very easy to get her when you’re a
massive CHICK, so I’m doing that. Frustrates the hell out of Tommy, but fuck Tommy.
There are many fucked-up things about Isabella. The secrecy, the one-upsmanship, her defective sense of humor, and of course if the MC is pursuing Jill, how she
encourages pursuing Jill, yet keeps sucking his cock on the side. But the one I want to bitch about today is how Bella states, more than once, how
young Tremolo makes her feel.
Which is weird as hell to me personally. I’m 17 years older than my fiancee; similar age gap between Isabella and the MC, except I’m in my 50s and my woman’s in her 30s. And being with a younger woman absolutely does
not make me feel young again. It makes me feel old as shit.
Oh, it’s not an insurmountable problem; it may bug me, but she’s my dream girl and there’s no way in hell I’m not marrying her. We’ve been hashing it out with our therapist. It’s not about how it looks; nobody
we know cares about that either. I mostly care that I’ll die before her, or otherwise burden her. I wanna grow old
with her, not
on her. It’s my hangup, and I don’t want it to burden her either.
But it’s why I absolutely can’t relate to Isabella’s flashbacks after the Halloween party to when she was a young cocksucker. To me, that’s just Dr. PinkCake talking out of his ass. Young cock wouldn’t make her feel young. If anything it’d make her start thinking a lot more about her soon-expiring ovaries… and whether Tremolo should put a baby in her.
Hell, maybe that’s
already her plan, and he’s gonna become a daddy a lot sooner than he was expecting. That conversation he had with Josy in ep 10 about Arieth’s upcoming kid?
Foreshadowing.
Yeah, if Lynette were a love interest in the game I’d be all
over that. Totally makes sense why Neil’s never gotten over her.