congrats on falling victim to dishonesty and laziness like so many. You've done an amazing job at speedrunning it somehow before the game even had a full release. props to you for setting that record in VN history. I'm so sorry to hear about the loss you've experience over the course of... years? i had two of my closest friends and both grandmothers die within the last 2 years and yet i still showed up to life, work, and my commitments without throwing a pitty party for myself, try learning a lesson instead of using it as an excuse to overcharge and undeliver to the people/supporters who not only make your current lifestyle possible, but somehow still genuinely think you'll make good on your word and promises.