RubyZeronyka
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Damn! I knew that moderation in that server was toxic but having suporters being bullied for wanting QoL features, while they're being the money foundation of the damn game.... Dats a new low for BotN .w.This is pretty much spot on. I would add the one thing that made me finally leave his discord. Supporters, such as myself at the time, were basically ridiculed for wanting the cheats so that we did not have to re-grind hard after every save wipe. This is when he added the "imma lazy sack" cheat which opens the locked gates. The cheat was meant to shame those who used it, but these were, in part, the very same people who were paying him monthly. He wants us to alpha/beta test everything again after a save wipe and also pay him monthly. When we complained he basically called us lazy sacks of shit. I think I had already ended support at that time, but others were pretty offended and I think he lost some support after that, tho he likely gained the equivalent back again at some point.
I know now that he has mental issues, but at the time it seemed he was just being a major dick. Regardless, there have been improvements however slow the updates were released, so I am glad for it because this is a rare and enjoyable game. I also hope his mental health improves or at least does not get worse, not for the sake of the game, but for him personally.
Quite frankly and being brutally honest, I cannot give two fucks of his mental issues cause shit like that IS NOT an excuse for assholeness. I have been through literal hell in my life in different ways and yet I try to treat people I come across with respect and decently until they prove me by irritating me to the core that they dont deserve such treatment, and even then I avoid going to calling people names. Another thing that I cannot stand is his elitist souslike player mentality. I try, I really try, to not despise fans of games like Dark Souls such as Derelict but more often than not when I come across one they seem to have a personality profile similar to that individual. Mocking you for not being willing to endure the most punishing masochistic treatments that life can throw at them. And should I care that a person like that still not only seeks for more punishment but also wants the others to feel just as miserable? Hell the fuck no.
I cannot say that I was a money supporter but I did offered and worked for a while as a translator of Spanish, I didnt fully liked the whole Pawsmatti adition but at the time the game still didnt had pissed me off enough cause the progression gates werent fully added, but after that and how save wipes kept being a thing, along with the comunity being more toxic every day made me say "Fuck this, imma out". Specially cause besides both Fuzileiro (Portuguese translator), Ngacha (German) and even a partner I briefly had in the team of Spanish that barely stayed a pair of weeks we all kept asking Derelict a lot of times to split the lines page sheets into two being one masculine and one feminine cause a lot of lines in those heavy gendered languages like Portuguese or Spanish sound weird as hell if you apply the same gender neutrality that English is usually known for but he never did and we had to twist our minds to make the damn translations to sound like something a reasonable human being would say while speaking in Spanish lol
TBF I thought a bunch of times to leave this game behind and never look back at it again but after all this time I grew to love the world, my ingame creations and the possibilities of things like neph breeding but.... I would be lying if I said that I havent been heavily looking for something to replace it like for example heavily modded Skyrim. Still has its flaws in things like offspring generation but in every other area it beats BotN to dust.