Here's one of the main girl of the smaller project I'm working on. Fair warning, I'll develop it slowly. Her name is Juniper.
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I'll be honest -
First - you have to be in a healthy place to be creative and give anyone your best story and the visuals/audio to support it.
From what you've shared in your prior posts, you have Plenty on your plate right now and the 'healthy' place is very much a work in progress.
Please take the time to create a new 'schedule' for yourself that gives you time for the important people in your life, supports regular exercise and sleep, and gives you creative outlets providing you with a break from life's day-to-day grind.
For now, it sounds like you don't have the bandwidth to continue Courtship, so a smaller project is a good call.
In time, I hope that you do return to Courtship.
I believe that when you do, you will bring a more refined skill set and a recharged creativity ready to continue this great story.
GL with the new project and take your time.
Cheers!!