damn this game is so sad
my anxiety and depression are just returned
Ooft. Sad to read that. If that set of moods is related to the game:
(As I tried to say above on this page - 9 or 10 posts above yours):
Always remember it IS a game, fantasy, all release valves, emotional experimentations without real pain, roads not traveled in real life, etc etc ... so I hope you don't take the wild ups and downs, thrills and spillages of a virtual game too much to heart!
If it really bugs you, don't play!
(And - if you're feeling down & worried more for other reasons than the peaks and troughs of this or for that matter, any other computer-based game, good luck and the best of strength to you. Look out for the best - in real life!)