A recent news article reported your identical feeling, but on the girls' side. They complain that between AI generated perfect girls, rendered awesome girls (Ain etc.) and $500k implants Instagram models it's just impossible for the regular girl to compete.
Does not help that you guys in America have a majority of entitled, hideous land-whales who give themselves a 10 and cry murder if you don't share their identical opinion about them.
Last but not least: your situation is very known in the "no-fap" communities.
You have porn-addiction. This sounds quite incospiquous and harmless, until you see the real consequences:
- A massive number of porn-addicts cannot get an erection looking at a real girl any more. They are so accustomed to virtual girls perfection that when they see those average-to-small, flat, saggy breasts, that average face with *ZERO* BJ (much less deepthroat) skill, those "sausage-alike" and non-harmonious legs... they just can't get it up (aka "ED" or Erectile Dysfunction).
- I had myself this issue, to the point that in order to still get aroused I had to resort to VERY nasty real life kinks (most of them could be criminally prosecuted!) with the girls, relatives, their sisters (alone or together in "x-somes").
- You should Google for some of the oldest no-fap groups and follow their instructions to "de-tox".
