Honestly, this is embarrassing. Not that it wasn't already, but come on man.
Admitting that you got lazy because you were almost done, which caused you to make hardly any progress since your last dev log is bad enough.
But then to make the claim that you plan on releasing once a month after this is a bait and switch. We all know, including you, that is a lie. I'm pretty sure you've made similar claims before.
There is a 0% chance you can release anything monthly. You literally just admitted you got lazy for half a month and didn't make any progress. To release anything monthly would require you to completely revamp your workflow from the ground up. Which you seem incapable of doing.
And then to say you want to work on False Hero all the time...come on. Again, you admitted you got lazy and worked extremely slow for the past 2 weeks. That isn't working on FH all the time. Honestly, and I hardly ever say this, but it sounds like you're milking. Maybe not intentionally, or that you view it this way. But you're unmotivated knowing that you get paid regardless, so you don't work much or extremely slowly, and that leads to this embarrassment of a development cycle.
You need to start holding yourself accountable beyond self-deprecating dev logs. There is no reason for anyone to believe things will get better if you don't. You can agree with everyone's critiques and even critique yourself, but action matters. Not words. If pausing payments would give you motivation, then you should do it. Even if it means you need to get another job and work on FH "less". Obviously your own disappointment and the disappointment of your fans isn't enough motivation.