Hi guys :3 haven't come here in a while
almost back from the dead due to the c drive issue :3 about the tifa and widowmaker animations. I totally wanna make them. But i have a couple issues with them. I wanna make them long, and that's the first problem. I don't have an issue with the length since i can mocap some stuff or use it as reference, but those need some storyboarding or at least some planning on the order things are happening. And i got 0 experience doing that. And everything i write is cringe as fuck as if a horny teenager wrote. And it saddens me to imagine myself spending a couple months or even more to make those animations, having people wait to end up delivering a good looking animation that ultimately is just good looking cringe content xD so my first issue is fear of failing. Then it scares me a lot that by getting myself into such a big project might make people stop donating to me since patreon/substar are my main sources of income and i'm already quite tight on cash since i'm even having to provide a bit for my parents. So again, fear. And at the same time, i spend so much of my time replying to dms on twitter discord etc, because i would love to get a reply too T_T
so basicallythe whole thing about those two animations scare the living hell out ofme T_T i just don't see myself capable of making them. Or ending up spending a couple months making them to then, as usual end up forgetting them and mooving into something else T_T
that's why i'm still making short loops so i can convince myself that i can makewidowmakwr squirt, that i can make the tentacles cum on tifa..
idk guys, it just scares me. Plus the whole worl's situation, wars everywhere, the news, politics, patreon's stupid policies, gumroad banning nsfw content... those things also got me worried AF. Like for example i believe that the "pussy in bio" bots are a thing made by elon, to then justify banning nsfw to purge the bots he made in the first place.
Idk where all this is going but... "i'm tired boss" T_T
