I feel so fucking bad after New Year's eve... Way too much alcohol, I fucked up my knee somehow, got sick, still throwing up everything I eat, diarrhea, fever, my palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy - mom spaghetti (I didn't really eat mom spaghetti but you know...). What the hell, gotta rest, aching pain - in my chest, lucky me - now I'm set, little bug for a pet. Damn looks like I'm still drunk a little. Fuck it, really fuck it. Never. Ever. Fucking. Again. My friend even drew a penis on my left cheek when I wasn't exactly aware of what is happening around me. I hope it was no homo. I feel like the only thing that can help me now is kod update.