I have this feeling that nothing matters, everything is pointless, this game is a waste of time, it only exists to torment you, but you can only be tormented if you let yourself be. And you can only let yourself be tormented if you cling to hope that nothing will go wrong and good things will happen. What good things? There is no good things here. Everything good is taken away from you. Everything bad will continue to happen and it may never end until we are passed ch4 and the dark routes which could take years before they are out. That's years of waiting for the light at the end of the tunnel. Did the dev go too far? Why am I here? Why are you here? Touch some grass. You don't want to touch some grass. We don't want to touch some grass. So we will suffer together. Because it's already too late to turn back now. I don't want to feel anymore.