- Jul 9, 2017
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Sorry that I find it difficult to see these things. One track male I suppose, I just dont get all the different angles! I think I understand now, I took your meaning a little wrong a few post back, you said you wanted to be enslaved/raped and then sold to another woman. I didnt get that you were putting yourself in the position of the NPC and not the player. Personaly by your definition I suppose at 14 I was raped by an older woman, who had a child almost my age. But I would call that seduced not raped. Yes many of us are fucked up at 8yo one of my recuring knightmares was that I had killed someone(allways a woman) non sexual I was 8. And that I burried her in the back garden and was worried someone would find her. This issue disturbed me so much that in my 30s I actualy saw a phycologist about it. Not bad when you consider that, allthough I am far from a pacifist, the thought of enfocing my will on someone else is completly aberrant to me. Strange to hear I suppose from someone who makes a kidnap rape mod lol. Maybe this is the actual reason I do it, like you say fucked up. But this is a porn board not a phycology one.Glad to see. My biggest fantasy is being raped by a beautiful woman. I had this as a fantasy since I was about 8, where when I was that age-16 it could also be a girl of the same age up to adult or a year or 2 younger than me once I was about 15. Now in my 40s it's a woman in her 20s. I was actually molested by the 12 YO daughter of a friend of the family when I was 7. Yeah I'm fucked up, but aren't most of us? The idea of a woman/girl beating me up went alongside.