The desire to do as best as possible, to polish every frame to perfectionism. Completely killed the motivation and desire to do anything.
I completely mastered Blender, Unreal, thinking that they would satisfy my needs.
I redid everything a hundred times, rewrote the plot and ideas more than once. But everything is fair, each time I deleted the work done and started a new one, mistakenly believing that now I will achieve what I wanted.
But each time looking at the picture I thought how this can be released to the world and who needs it at all.
As a result, two years were wasted, depression and the inability to work finally killed my self-confidence.
P.S. Maybe this looks like a complaint, but for me, it is a small confession.