Damn, it's been almost two years already, since "the event..."
And not a single change. The freakingly long essays, the self-serving theories, the plain lies, and damage control PR... it's all alive and well.
But you know? It's okay.
After the second time I suffered the consequences of taking for granted Kuja had any measure of ethical behavior or empathy for someone he called "a friend", and basically made me, a father of two, lose yet another year of work over his whims, I finally understood I needed to take the exit for good.
But when I come here, as a lurker, and see the essays, the never-ending arguments, and the same "reasons" repeated all over again after... lol... 24 freaking months since you started to conspire to take over the project, you know what I feel...?
Amusement.
At how you're still convinced my project needed something so radical as a reboot.
At how 2000+ people on Patreon seemed to not have any problem at all.
At how people forgot about me in a heartbeat. Because animation, programming, script writing, game design, and the other small roles I filled in were NOTHING compared to drawing.
At how you were completely convinced of calling "professionals" the extremely young undergraduates you hired to replace my multiple roles.
At how you reverted design decisions I argued against on day one, made by one of those "professionals". Obviously. I was the guy that "failed" in making a good game, right?
At how that "professional" jumped ship when his "professional reputation" was at stake (sorry, didn't you know you were making porn?).
At how you fool yourself thinking your initial character concepts and one-liner dialogues made you the main writer for the previous project.
At how you are basically riding on the success of my work, but still appropriated it because the previous game is still on Patreon "just in case someone wants to play that inferior version", but it's okay because you and Kuja were part of it, right...?
At how the previous thread has more reviews and stars than this one, even when people started giving it one-star reviews when you took over.
At how I made a demo and eight versions in the same time you took to do... sorry, what have you done yet?
At how your reasoning for that lack of content is "Yeah, but we have eight angles of motion and a prettier UI".
At how, ironically, I probably won't have the same success when I launch my game, and I'll need to return to a "normal" job to feed my family, while you're living your dream of making an eternal WIP AAA RPG with some porn.
And best of all: at how you are completely convinced you're "the good guys" of this story. Nothing like validating isolation in #the_council, uh? xD
Yeah, amusement. I know it sounds like I'm still mad, but you should see the smirk on my face.
Because all this stuff is mental. A two year long show of truth-bending gymnastics, so surreal that I don't want to fight it anymore. Not even inside my head.
So, just thinking, Vlad, that you've forced upon yourself this burden of trying to justify your poor progress on an uphill battle YOU chose yourself to fight in the first place... I pity you. Seriously.
And me? I was naive. I was betrayed. Two times. End of the story. Nice lesson to learn even though I'm old enough to have known better.
This was just to say my final piece, now that I'm truly free from you guys, and go on with my life.
Now you can write your own essay dismounting every single line of mine. I'm sure you will, having the eternity at your disposal. Not my case.