It's not destroying you man. I hope you live a good life. I enjoy the majority of your work. My rant was really about the ugliest monsters and ugly grannies because i see it as you are wasting your creative time making them.
I don't understand how an artist who can draw beautiful women could spend his time drawing old and ugly women and WTF monsters, come on, you are not a japanese hentai artist who draw tentacles and scat (thank god u are not).
But i see now that is your thing too. And that's fine. What rings your bell =)
Another point is i wish you could progress on the stories you already begin. But i see your method is different, you like to create many different characters and this comes with a price, most great stories you made dont get an end and some great scenes and moments are too short when compared to the long fantasy stories with those ugly figures.
That's how i see it, take this as constructive criticism please, sorry if i have offended you in any way. Stay safe Moses, it was great to get a response from you. Cheers!