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He is one step away from using the "suicide" card.Ayyyyyyyyy lmao View attachment 2244007
About to be?about to be a yandere dev
He wont lmao, the progress log would expose hes slacking off, plus i wouldnt be surprised if he already has everything he had planned ready a long time ago, and is just realeasing some parts of it per update. That way he can squeeze all the money he canAt this point he really should just start doing progress reports and stop setting dates
what a load of bullshit. His scenes are all from TK17 and RPGM practically holds your hand as you make a game. the only reason it's hard is because he made it that way unnecessarily with stupid plugins.Ayyyyyyyyy lmao View attachment 2244007
The part that gets me is it will still release buggy, broken and borderline unplayable. Then SOTN sweeps in and fixes his shit. Him doing any bugfixing is a waste of time anywaysHis English has as many bugs as his game.
"i need rest tomorrow continue fixing the game" - I doubt its going to come out tomorrow.
I strongly believe that he has burnt out. I produced the same symptoms, especially the self-delusion. I can even guess his work schedule: procrastinating until the last minute, doing some crunch, then coming up with an excuse to buy some time. Definitely should take at least 5-6 months of pause/vacation/recovery time. Maybe more. If there won't be some change, this exact thing will continue endlessly.He wont lmao, the progress log would expose hes slacking off, plus i wouldnt be surprised if he already has everything he had planned ready a long time ago, and is just realeasing some parts of it per update. That way he can squeeze all the money he can
I've always had this idea that the approach seems to be wrong. I mean if you want to keep people playing one game, why instead of trying to make a game that has a definitive ending and then stretch it out? Why not make something of a serial. Each month is more of an episode?It not good to rush your work last minute, this is what maybe is contributing to his depression and anxiety couple with the black-lash. He cant keep up with his work; therefore don't rush it and work on it everyday little by little.
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Yes I agree wholeheartedly. But dont you think it is strange, the way he communicates? Only at due dates, he himself sets. Something always happens to him on due dates, I thought I had bad luck. That pattern and excuses is what have people questioning.Guys, we all love this game, but maybe he is still sick? I have never defended him before, I have not paid for the game for a very long time, but I faced depression for no reason at all and now I am also experiencing depression and I can say that it is very difficult to force yourself to do something, you feel like a piece of meat without joy and longing for something. Perhaps he also has such a condition and what tells this, maybe he just wants support. This is so sad, sorry...
However ...Yes I agree wholeheartedly. But dont you think it is strange, the way he communicates? Only at due dates, he himself sets. Something always happens to him on due dates, I thought I had bad luck. That pattern and excuses is what have people questioning.
If you have problems, take a step back and sort out yourself first. The game can wait, can it? Genuinely asking? Is it more important than your health?? To be a devil advocate of my own comment, maybe it is his only livelihood, I have no clue and I really hope it is not.
I maybe from a older time, but support from 'what' strangers online and adult games to boot, they can easily make you go over that edge. Honestly the best thing is to step back. But I understand from your point of view, and maybe just maybe that why he have his own private discord, aint that kinda their responsibility in a sense. Not really really, but I hope you get what I mean. But yeah man, I agree he needs help and support from his family and friends, no doubt about that. Nevertheless, everyone handle their issues in different ways, so my way may not be right for him. I hope he gets better
But what makes you think he is not in a bad way? That is the conundrum, aint it. That why I based of my respond on patterns I notice. Thats it, it not meant to be right or wrongHowever ...
Bro, what makes you think that a Beggar is in a bad way right now? Have you seen the screenshots from his hospital record? All you can know for SURE is that BoN periodically delays the release of updates. This is true. Everything else is a "fog of war" (a game term). That is, this is the information that you learn from the messages of the Beggar HIMSELF, which he publishes HIMSELF. This info can be either true, partially true or outright false, depending on the goal pursued dev himself.
Let's say now BON will post another version of his bug-ridden game. Don't rush to fix it. Let this be a lesson to all loyal fans of a Beggar, both on this forum and outside. It might be cruel. But this is the dose of medicine that everyone needs: both to a Beggar himself and to fans of MNL.
I see where youre coming from, personally, ive been battling clinical depression since 2020, ive had my VERY down lows, as well as my high moments, as of right now i feel fine. Depression and any mental illness is no joke, and i am one of the first people who will defend anyone who presents any form of mental illness. But theres a problem here, like Solace and other people in the thread have said, theres money involved here, which is never good believe me. I honestly wouldnt write about him if this was a free, fairly early game, id be completely understanding, but what bothers me is the constant lies. Every time theres a due date (which he puts himself mind you), theres an excuse ready, if this was the first time? Cool, no problem, these things happen, but this is a cycle that has been going on for a while, and the game that was supposed to be brought to a close in fall this year, is getting new mechanics, and no ending in sight. Messing with other peoples money is a dangerous game, never ends well, and everybody has a limit. Plus i will add this, i agree with what solace said, from the looks of it, he CANT keep up anymore, cant handle making a game, or taking backlash, at this point, he should just finish the game and take an indefinite break, or retire from making games all togetherGuys, we all love this game, but maybe he is still sick? I have never defended him before, I have not paid for the game for a very long time, but I faced depression for no reason at all and now I am also experiencing depression and I can say that it is very difficult to force yourself to do something, you feel like a piece of meat without joy and longing for something. Perhaps he also has such a condition and what tells this, maybe he just wants support. This is so sad, sorry...
Totally agree man, you said it better!!I see where youre coming from, personally, ive been battling clinical depression since 2020, ive had my VERY down lows, as well as my high moments, as of right now i feel fine. Depression and any mental illness is no joke, and i am one of the first people who will defend anyone who presents any form of mental illness. But theres a problem here, like Solace and other people in the thread have said, theres money involved here, which is never good believe me. I honestly wouldnt write about him if this was a free, fairly early game, id be completely understanding, but what bothers me is the constant lies. Every time theres a due date (which he puts himself mind you), theres an excuse ready, if this was the first time? Cool, no problem, these things happen, but this is a cycle that has been going on for a while, and the game that was supposed to be brought to a close in fall this year, is getting new mechanics, and no ending in sight. Messing with other peoples money is a dangerous game, never ends well, and everybody has a limit. Plus i will add this, i agree with what solace said, from the looks of it, he CANT keep up anymore, cant handle making a game, or taking backlash, at this point, he should just finish the game and take an indefinite break, or retire from making games all together