RPGM My New Life: Revamp [v0.97] [Beggar of Net]

[antimesias]

Guys, we all love this game, but maybe he is still sick? I have never defended him before, I have not paid for the game for a very long time, but I faced depression for no reason at all and now I am also experiencing depression and I can say that it is very difficult to force yourself to do something, you feel like a piece of meat without joy and longing for something. Perhaps he also has such a condition and what tells this, maybe he just wants support. This is so sad, sorry...

I have had depression since I was 17 years old, and today at 36 I live like a ghost, I know how it is to deal with an empty existence without meaning or purpose, but this is not the case with beggar, as they said there is money involved here, in addition to times of He expects that they are not respected and above all it already seems mocking, a few years ago another developer was very honest and openly took an indefinite time due to the cancer that his father suffered and the community was very understanding and thus we avoid waiting in vain. Let's keep having fun with the memes waiting for the update...

 

[chunkas]

I see where youre coming from, personally, ive been battling clinical depression since 2020, ive had my VERY down lows, as well as my high moments, as of right now i feel fine. Depression and any mental illness is no joke, and i am one of the first people who will defend anyone who presents any form of mental illness. But theres a problem here, like Solace and other people in the thread have said, theres money involved here, which is never good believe me. I honestly wouldnt write about him if this was a free, fairly early game, id be completely understanding, but what bothers me is the constant lies. Every time theres a due date (which he puts himself mind you), theres an excuse ready, if this was the first time? Cool, no problem, these things happen, but this is a cycle that has been going on for a while, and the game that was supposed to be brought to a close in fall this year, is getting new mechanics, and no ending in sight. Messing with other peoples money is a dangerous game, never ends well, and everybody has a limit. Plus i will add this, i agree with what solace said, from the looks of it, he CANT keep up anymore, cant handle making a game, or taking backlash, at this point, he should just finish the game and take an indefinite break, or retire from making games all together

Golden words, bro. I agree with almost every word you've written. However ...
About depression. I sympathize in advance with all those who are seriously ill or have had this disease. However, here's how it happens sometimes. What follows is an instructive case from chunkas' personal life:
I earn my living through a kind of creative work. You might be surprised. As soon as the deadline comes to give this work to the customer, I use a thousand and one tricks. Imagination works to the fullest to come up with another excuse. Last month I slipped and fell into a hole in an abandoned cellar, covered with snow. And seriously injured his right hand. Well, as I hurt myself - a deep cut. I was even scared at first. These idiots from the office where the order was placed started calling and texting me, demanding the work done. Well, guess what happened next? Very similar to the stories of a Beggar!!!
And you know: they believed! Brought condolences + added a new deadline. When I received the money, I wrapped my hand in a bandage stained with my blood. The cashier was horrified, etc. Why did I stop judging BoN? Yes, I do it all the time like him!
Here you offer: "at this point, he should just finish the game and take an indefinite break, or retire from making games all together" You must be a good guy. As far as I remember, this is his only job! Hunger is the best cure for depression

 

[BeagleBoi]

Totally agree man, you said it better!!

I know Im a random stranger, but sorry to hear about your depression man. Glad you okay now. Not to get in your business or anything. Just keep that strength bro and always push forward, blessing my g

I appreciate it homie, these things happen and theyre a part of life, but im doing great! Thanks for the positivity

 

[BeagleBoi]

Golden words, bro. I agree with almost every word you've written. However ...
About depression. I sympathize in advance with all those who are seriously ill or have had this disease. However, here's how it happens sometimes. What follows is an instructive case from chunkas' personal life:
I earn my living through a kind of creative work. You might be surprised. As soon as the deadline comes to give this work to the customer, I use a thousand and one tricks. Imagination works to the fullest to come up with another excuse. Last month I slipped and fell into a hole in an abandoned cellar, covered with snow. And seriously injured his right hand. Well, as I hurt myself - a deep cut. I was even scared at first. These idiots from the office where the order was placed started calling and texting me, demanding the work done. Well, guess what happened next? Very similar to the stories of a Beggar!!!
And you know: they believed! Brought condolences + added a new deadline. When I received the money, I wrapped my hand in a bandage stained with my blood. The cashier was horrified, etc. Why did I stop judging BoN? Yes, I do it all the time like him!
Here you offer: "at this point, he should just finish the game and take an indefinite break, or retire from making games all together" You must be a good guy. As far as I remember, this is his only job! Hunger is the best cure for depression

It really is an unpredictable situation, at the end of the day we are to believe the words of a guy on the internet, for who all we know may be laughing his ass off at how his community gets angry, or he may be telling the truth and is really struggling with something, well story of the internet i guess.

 

[Strajder]

Can anyone at least confirm that we will have the Pussy Race and other events?

It's not worth leaking simply for an update with few scenes for Lucy.

Only lucy content will be released if he release it at all after all this bullshit.

 

[angcal]

I don't understand how a person can play with the money and the desire of a public that enjoys their game, trust and stability were lost a long time ago and even more now when a developer promises you a date and fails to keep his promise, a person that doesn't keep what he promises can't be trusted, if you are not able to release something on "x" date it is better not to commit to say anything rather than false illusions and hopes.

 

[chunkas]

I don't understand how a person can play with the money and the desire of a public that enjoys their game, trust and stability were lost a long time ago and even more now when a developer promises you a date and fails to keep his promise, a person that doesn't keep what he promises can't be trusted, if you are not able to release something on "x" date it is better not to commit to say anything rather than false illusions and hopes.

What's not clear here? BoN is more of an artist than a coder. He came up with a great story, but years passed and he got tired of it. Almost all the people I have known and whose work is related to creativity do the same as a Beggar. Often those people, who work like machines, strictly according to schedules, burn out very quickly. This happens in life: people get tired of monotonous activities.

 

[Fedakuznecov]

he himself is not sure of his actions, why promise people

 

[HableesDonne]

What's not clear here? BoN is more of an artist than a coder. He came up with a great story, but years passed and he got tired of it. Almost all the people I have known and whose work is related to creativity do the same as a Beggar. Often those people, who work like machines, strictly according to schedules, burn out very quickly. This happens in life: people get tired of monotonous activities.

Now I am not one of those people who say "hE DeLaYeD AgAiN LmAo" but if the issue really is with his coding, then he should have hired a coder in the first place since obviously he isn't up to the task.

 

[chunkas]

Now I am not one of those people who say "hE DeLaYeD AgAiN LmAo" but if the issue really is with his coding, then he should have hired a coder in the first place since obviously he isn't up to the task.

Maybe he should have done 1000 + 1 necessary things, but why didn't he do it. He could have contacted SoTN or someone else 100 times. He could have created his own dev team for a long time, keeping only certain functions for himself, but for some reason he did not do it. All this is an endless field of quests and has been discussed many times in topics dedicated to this game.

 

[StreamSteam]

So if Beg can work more why doesn't he ?

or better question; why doesn't he work at all ?

 

[Strajder]

Lots of his

Maybe he should have done 1000 + 1 necessary things, but why didn't he do it. He could have contacted SoTN or someone else 100 times. He could have created his own dev team for a long time, keeping only certain functions for himself, but for some reason he did not do it. All this is an endless field of quests and has been discussed many times in topics dedicated to this game.

Because its all about money. Why would he part from just a piece of the 6k dollar he is getting every month to pay another person for helping him out when he can have all to himself and to do what he is doing now and get away with it.

 

[angcal]

Lots of his


Because its all about money. Why would he part from just a piece of the 6k dollar he is getting every month to pay another person for helping him out when he can have all to himself and to do what he is doing now and get away with it.

It's a pity because if he had someone contracted to work with him, perhaps the game would gain more technical quality, thus gaining more reputation and more money.

 

[Hiiipower96]

Yes I agree wholeheartedly. But dont you think it is strange, the way he communicates? Only at due dates, he himself sets. Something always happens to him on due dates, I thought I had bad luck. That pattern and excuses is what have people questioning.

If you have problems, take a step back and sort out yourself first. The game can wait, can it? Genuinely asking? Is it more important than your health?? To be a devil advocate of my own comment, maybe it is his only livelihood and I really hope it is not.

I maybe from a older time, but support from 'what' , strangers online and adult games to boot, they can easily make you go over that edge. Honestly the best thing is to step back. But I understand from your point of view, and maybe, just maybe, that why he has his own private discord. That's kinda their responsibility in a sense to give support, ain't it? But in the end, is that the right/good/needed support to truly help him

But yeah man, I agree to a degree. He needs help and support but from his family and friends, no doubt about that.
Nevertheless, everyone handles their issues in different ways, so my way, may not be right for him.
I really hope he gets the right help and gets better.

Yes I agree wholeheartedly. But dont you think it is strange, the way he communicates? Only at due dates, he himself sets. Something always happens to him on due dates, I thought I had bad luck. That pattern and excuses is what have people questioning.

If you have problems, take a step back and sort out yourself first. The game can wait, can it? Genuinely asking? Is it more important than your health?? To be a devil advocate of my own comment, maybe it is his only livelihood and I really hope it is not.

I maybe from a older time, but support from 'what' , strangers online and adult games to boot, they can easily make you go over that edge. Honestly the best thing is to step back. But I understand from your point of view, and maybe, just maybe, that why he has his own private discord. That's kinda their responsibility in a sense to give support, ain't it? But in the end, is that the right/good/needed support to truly help him

But yeah man, I agree to a degree. He needs help and support but from his family and friends, no doubt about that.
Nevertheless, everyone handles their issues in different ways, so my way, may not be right for him.
I really hope he gets the right help and gets better.

 

[Hiiipower96]

It really is an unpredictable situation, at the end of the day we are to believe the words of a guy on the internet, for who all we know may be laughing his ass off at how his community gets angry, or he may be telling the truth and is really struggling with something, well story of the internet i guess.

I completely agree, if you experience psychological problems, then you should first of all solve them, and then do business, that's what I wanted to say

 

[chunkas]

Lots of his


Because its all about money. Why would he part from just a piece of the 6k dollar he is getting every month to pay another person for helping him out when he can have all to himself and to do what he is doing now and get away with it.

Buddy, everything is coming to an end. The money stream is gradually drying up, and a Beggar has not been getting away with everything for a long time, as in the old days.

 

[chunkas]

So if Beg can work more why doesn't he ?
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or better question; why doesn't he work at all ?

What do you think: why should he work if the money itself is still just flowing into his pocket?

 

[Yotetar]

Even if I understand that shit happens, this is very unprofessional. If you don't know when you can give the update, better to not say anything and keep working, when it's done its done. Giving empty promises make people suspect and make them angry.Also makes you as a developer, someone who you can't trust.
There is no justification for that behaviour.

 

[jonghyunsong]

I think BON will delay the release on the 23 DEC...

 

[huiyai]

I think BON will delay the release on the 23 DEC...

Why ? Did he tell anything on discord ?