Dude, i think i definitely need help. i'm really attached to every character that was mentally broken cause i really feel the need to help him/her, that's why i love this game MC, Bella, and Cece from LoF so much. But Bella, oh it actually scares me, i'm pretty much a geek with passion in writing, cinema, and videogames(doesn't get more generic than that), i also watch a fair amount of famous anime and i'm a pretty much proud introvert(but i only have problem to speak with older and younger people). But i never ever look at myself as a creep, i was definitely a pervert but i was always fairly normal about my liking and anything really, until i play this game, Bella..... a fucking fictional character...... i might've fallen for her just a bit. I don't know what the fuck happen i was playing and she's my favorite girl and yeah the game is awesome and all but after that, as time keeps moving forward and when i sometime look at this game on this site, the first thing i remember was Bella and.... a Fucking smile escapes from my lips, at first i was a bit shocked at myself but then it keeps happening again and again and eventually i think of her before i go to sleep, well i don't think i'm sexually obsessed with a fictional character, but still... she haunt me, and it's about damn time until she literally haunts my dream. And that my buddy duddy, is when the first time of my life that i thought of myself being a fucking creep, and it scares me even more that i might have a throwma or a phasmaphobia, idk if that's even the right word but u have to understand that i was really scared now, what do you guys think i should do? is this stuff even normal?
Well while most of what written there is true the story i told was moderately dramatized, idk man it was 2 am and i just want to write something, and before the grammar nazi fucking come and scold me, yes bitch i know how trauma is spelled, i spelled it like that to add a comedy effect, you should definitely try some. (oh sorry for the grammar nazi that was offended, its not me talking, its this Bella girl that keeps on living in my mind, she's a meanie)