What the fuck. WHAT. THE. FUCKING. AND ITS HISTORICAL BACKGROUND. FUCK. IS THIS GAME DOING TO ME. I'm crying whilst writing this. I don't usually cry, but this game, of which I haven't even finished and will try not to but will anyway since I don't want it to end, is genuinely keeping me on my toes so much more than even DIK. Now I wouldn't compare them a whole lot because DIK is more realistic, but its like, this game is making me come up with questions and answers to shit I thought about for a long time. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. EVERYONE IN THIS GOD DAMN GAME HAS CHARACTER. AWFUL BACKGROUND STORY ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. AND THE WORST IS THAT IT JUST MIGHT MIMIC REALITY.
This game fucked me up so hard in the fact that it made me realize just how complicated people are. Shit, I ain't no middle class citizen that never had a hardship in his life, nor am I the most agreeable person, but fuck me if I'm not on the border of just emotional explosion through this roller coaster. Like everyone has had some hardship. Protag. Nami. Bella. Mila. VICTORIA BLESS HER PURE HEART. I don't even know much about Sasha, but she's just reeks of hurt. Almost everyone seems in one way or another truly human, simply because this guy Ocean decided to make it a tragedy for everyone. I spent a whole day during work trying to argue with myself that it can't be that everyone around me has had some hard shit through life. But its crystal clear as to what that answer is. Imagine that. I was single-handedly taught a super life lesson from a fucking adult game, because Ocean just made such... shit, I'm yet again crying just thinking about Bella or Nami, anyone. I honestly can see why in the past post people like to devote themselves to the characters; its true quality, just like DIK, to pinge my conscience on the fact that I realize in a play-through I'd have to man up and decide who it is protag should get with, because harems are a fantasy, and unless Ocean feels like being a ascended godly writer and make it possible, I have to face the stage. I wouldn't even hold it against him, how could I or you? The more I thought about it, humans are damn complicated beyond belief, and loving someone is peering into that star, into its core, and really actually inhale all the information you'd previously ignore just so you can mentally handle the reality of that person. I am seriously considering my view on each passing by human, and my friends, and the faces I remember in my life. All the misery, all the anguish. And yet we're all here, going out, interacting, and staying strong. Its fucking mind blowing. I am rambling so much, just to cope with just how brilliant this game is. I thought it would've been the sleeper version of DIK. But no, its something completely different, and I whole heartedly respect it for what it is.
Thank you, Ocean, and thank you Summer's gone, you've given me a god damn epiphany. And you as well for reading all this way.