I never heard of any story of your MC that has Sasha in it but all Bella , you talk about Bella more than anything else even sasha in here ......it appears that you have been contradicting yourself in a more subtle way...well..not anymore. You didn't want anyone to find that out so you always acted and said shits like 'Bella is my BSS, I hate Bella, I'll fuk her all day' and other shits thus avoiding the contact of our curious eyes, YOU SECRET BELLA GROUPIE.
You might still not admit and keep on the act like you always do ...so you could spare yourself from the total embarassment and guilt of all the lies you said all these times to your fellow warriors and sasha herself. Good luck with the coping brother ...Vidal's and mine shoulders are always open for you ....you know ...to cry your SECRET BELLA GROUPIE ass off.
and take your paws off Jill you despicable fuck.
i have actually considered that point of view 2 weeks ago!
and yes i am getting on my years now!
the thing is all my stories with Sasha end up the same way happily ever after! you know "all happy marriages are the same, all unhappy marriages are unhappy marriages in their own way" so there is no story to tell because there is no human heart in conflict with itself!
If Bella was not BSS there would be no conflict and therefore no story! My MC loves Sasha no point about it... wanna know how much he loves her? He would crawl over broken glass to suck the dick of the last dude that fucked her to have a taste of her thats how much he loves her!
but he also as a very dense and dark Jungian Shadow that propels him into being a narcisistic cunt with sadistic tendencies and thus Bella by being his pain toy, by becoming the target of all dark and degrading tendencies of my MC`S misogeny becomes a contender for the MC attention! not in terms of love but in terms of realising his darkest most sadistic fantasies about getting revenge from all the women that have hurt him in his life! since one can never act uppon a loved on in such a way without blemishing the love Bella becomes the pressure valve for such insanity trapped beteween the Sasha white knight and Bella´s dark Knight!
in the end my MC must make a choice of whose knight will win in the end! or as his dead father that came to him in a dream told him! when he asked "who of the knights will win?" and his father answered him! "the one you feed"!
so yes my MC might end up with Bella but let me tell you that won´t be good to either him or Bella since Bella is the choice that makes you loose yourself in your own niilism!
At the same time if he can not destroy his dark self to pick Sasha would be to endanger her and everything she stands for!
So to pick Sasha my MC since he trully loves her must 1st slay the darkness in his heart make peace with his past and forgive all of those who have hurt him, any of those no easy task but all combined almost impossible... but what a proof of love when he does!