Can I ask something? (Okay 2 things seeing as the first is a question as well), incase you truly are female, what is the whole obsession about futa? I used the chat program Imvu, and I remember years ago that it suddenly popped up as fetishes and suddenly EVERYONE was clamouring for chicks with dicks.
Is it because you're lesbian but find dildos boring? Or perhaps bi-sexual and find Futa to be the next best thing to a 3some with a bloke and a girl?
I am fairly confused about the whole thing... Same thing with the whole NTR thing thats infested the fetish world lately.. Why everyone suddenly want to jerk off to the feeling of being jealous and angry I'll never understand.
Eitherway, this is not really meant as an "you are sick for liking futa", more a chance for me to understand the reasoning