I will tell you but your not going to like it. I like the "idea" of futa because I am bi-sexual and I don't particularly like having sex with men. I don't like the fact that you don't take care of yourselves, but expect us to be pristine looking all the time. Women, are just nicer looking. Whether they are skinny, plump or in between, and they are more emotionally present. Guys are harry, smelly and RUDE. But, they have dicks, so I put up with the other stuff. With Futa, you get the looks of a woman and the ONLY benefit of the man. So, for a sexual fantasy, that is pretty high on my list. That IS all that it is, A fantasy, because that stuff doesn't exist. Yet. Hopefully that clarifies it for you, so you can understand it better.