It's unfortunate.
I've been lurking and observing this game for years now because the foundation of it is incredibly good.
Waifston, hear me out, play to your strength - You create beautiful models, even better animations and scenes. You are not afraid to go for rough/hardcore content, mixed with great angles, switching animations and superb dynamics.
Stick with that! It's a recipe for success already.
Make a simple game, deliver what you do best and the rest will happen on it's own.
If you are worried about writing and creating appealing dialogue, you can bet that there will be a couple of people knocking on your door offering to help you out once they see it's worth putting time and energy into you and your project.
Don't try to make an overly complex game, don't destroy the fun with needless grind or exhausting minigames.
You can literally just make a static VN, create a decent story around a basic premise and bless your audience with your talent & skills and you'll be doing fine. This is why, despite all the years and all the shit you have done, many of us still lurk around in hope for things improve.
But you really want to get your shit together at some point or you will hurt your reputation even more in the long run.
Hit me up if you want to talk and if you are interested in making a change - I can help you sort things out if you are willing to change directions.
Either way, good luck in the future.
