I begin today by saying - No, scat is
not in the game, and in my mind, will never be in the game. If you want to add it to your own copy and distribute it, be my guest - just be sure to credit those involved appropriately.
With that being (hopefully) cleared up:
I have been overwhelmed by the generosity, goodwill, and kindness of the people on this website for over a year now. I've reached out to various developers, writers, VAs, programmers... whatever the reason, everybody has been super nice and helpful, and taught me a lot about not just RPG Maker and modding, but also just how to be a decent human being.
As you are most likely aware, there is a global pandemic going on right now, and things were already pretty bad for me going into it. But my troubles don't belong on here, and I didn't want to burden any of you with my personal issues.
Once more, you have exploded out of the woodwork and offered to help however you can - and, as a "nobody" messaged me recently (their words, not mine), they have told me to take my pride and stuff it up my own ass for now.
So I will. I'm not asking; I'm not begging. This is not an on-going crisis, this is
NOT a plea for help or assistance. This is just me, right here, right now.
If you want to donate, check out
You must be registered to see the links
for a Paypal donation. Again, don't feel burdened to do so; I
detest asking for help from people for things I should be able to do on my own. If that is foolish pride speaking, then I am a great fool.
In the past year and a bit, I've watched my father battle a losing war with his diabetes, lost my job twice, lost my apartment, lost my rent money, and struggled to maintain a presence here, where you are all so supportive. I want to be the carefree person I was this time, two years previous.
I want to give you that which I have promised, and have been unable to produce. It sticks in my craw and drives me insane some days, knowing that I
still haven't delivered. I am so, so sorry. Truly, horribly sorry - I fed you expectations and gave you nothing. And yet, you have stuck by me, urging me back, welcoming me with open arms and big smiles and encouragement, time and time again.
So, donation or no; game or no; I thank you. And as it says in the message linked to the Paypal, when I can, I
PROMISE I will pay this back, in any way you see fit.
With all of my love, and all of my continued appreciation,
~The Demonic Pony, Xalenda~