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Sup'ge
Thank you all for being patient. I've taken the past few weeks to settle down after the holidays and to get my mental in a better place. This whole experience has been about as hard as people told me it would be but I love it and I'm very thankful to have a community that has supported me through it.
I made some old mistakes
I never should have promised that update last month, it was very foolish and immature and I'm better than that. It was an attempt to lock myself into a date because I was having a very hard time trying to convince myself I was ready to release an update.
It's been tough because I know the only thing that's been stopping me is myself and it's a really shitty feeling whenever you do whatever you can but still can't get out of your own way.
But that's no excuse, I knew there was a part of me that didn't know if I'd be ready even before the holiday season set me back hard.
It never should have happened and I'm very regretful for doing that. That's not the kind of man I want to be.
New year
But it's in the past and I can't change it so I'm not going to beat myself up continually about it. I'm young and still have a lot of learning to do so the best thing I can do now is just learn what I can from the experience and move on.
It's a new year and a new opportunity.
Update when?
Well, I promi- Nope, no promises but I plan to release something soon™.
We're obviously past the point of the 3rd beta now and the full update was scheduled for only 25 days from now. With everything going the way it did I think it's best for me and my mental health to just wipe the slate clean.
I don't think it'd be a good idea for me to have the next update be a very large one. Modestly sized would be a better way to put it I suppose.
I don't have anything concrete on what to expect but there should be an update of some size soon.
Any news on the week 1 redo?
Yes! Tons actually.
I had taken a break from working on the redo specifically but I've been getting back into it and plans have changed. I actually have a lot to say about it and I want this post to be digestible so I plan to talk all about it in the next actual mind drop which should be next Friday. (the 28th)
What about side content like the polls and birthday renders?
Polls resume on Tuesday and I am admittedly very behind on the birthday renders. I am not certain when exactly they can be expected but I'm not going to skip any of the girls so I have to catch up on Rainn, Bailey, Yen, Red, Ivory, Elizabeth, Jamie, and Kimmy's.
I am not certain yet exactly how I'll handle it but I'll have more information next week.
Okay, that's all for me. I just wanted to quickly update you guys since I went dark for a while there. Life is good and I'm doing a lot better.
Thank you all so much for the well wishes and support. It truly means the world to us.
See you all soon™
Love you guys <3