I won't explain to you the freedom you can fin in submissiveness. You either feel it or not. Nothing more boring to me than 'choosing'. Any good Mistress/Master will always tell you the real person in power in a D/s relationship is the submissive one. If you can't easily understand why then I Can't explain, it involves many nuances and specific situation I'm not someone confortable enough to write an essay on it, specially on English, which isn't my first language.
I guess I understand, perhaps it might be me being more of 'freedom is to do WHATEVER I WANT' bullshit lol, but I will admit it is interesting because freedom being...to bend the knee is quite something.
If that is of any confort, english is not my first language either lol.
Being set free of any choice, of not having to think, to exist only to feel, that's also freedom ,that's the freedom in submissiveness...
Freedom to give up, then? As in 'I can lower my shields and nor fear harm' in that sense? Hm...I suppose that makes sense in a way. It is funny because often than not it seems to be about desiring and having it fullfilled without any guilt.
I guess I am getting it, can't say it is my thing, I prize having absolute control too much lol.
What Luca said many times to Laura to break her, to accept her nature as a woman... That's SO FUCKING SEXY. To be on that state of mind where you are only a woman, it's heaven on earth. It's not black or white, it's so damn grey I could never stop numering nuances, specific situations.
"No wrong or right, no rules for me, I am free! Let it go!"
I think I got it. TBH my only issue was her deciding that Harry deserved to suffer for not getting that. I mean, if she just left him, it would be okay, he didn't get that, then that is his problem lol.
But at the end I rather own and be proud in being a cheating whore because that's how the vanilla fragile male ego crowd sees any woman who isn't devoted to a male mc they self insert into... So why bother and instead own it head high
Hm...well, ego is indeed a fragile thing for both genres I would say, I lost the count of girls/women who get all annoyed if they ever think that their boyfriend/husband is getting another girl's attention.
Or even when they ask for open relationships, you accept and they get annoyed when their friends hit on you and you go. I mean for god's sake! What is the fucking point!? Shouldn't you just go and sleep with whoever you wanted at this point instead of getting annoyed your partner has people to sleep as well? Meh.
People are annoyingly disgusting.
Of course a man like Luca would have a short grasp on me, since he's also a possesive prick. I think he is quite lame himself and only shines due to Harry being the most pathetic male specimen in their country.
Honestly a guy like Luca makes me want to beat him down until he submits, then we can put him on his place, by fucking his ass, making him suck you off and all that. He might be domineering, but with proper control and domination, you can crack any will away and remake the person.
The feeling of power is staggering.
Harry is weird, the exact moment he gets what Laura is...he just goes for her either way and becomes exactly like the guy he hated so much. Ah the irony. Regardless what I would find fun is to also break him and own him, then parade him and Luca before Laura and Aya and tell why they are all weak.
"You never took over, so someone needed to, now see how I took both, seized them for myself and reshaped them to my own design, like an architect and god! Cry and despair at your loss and learn!"
No... Don't google it. It's extreme.
...well, more than...eh, I guess I could ask in DMs? I am not squeaky over extreme shit really.
Non taken *giggles*. I'm a sex positive person and never ashamed of my kinks. This is a porn visual novel forum for fucks sake. The guilt some people feel to talk about what they like is so big it's a saddening thing.
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*perceives I literally spoke about everything that gets me jollies.*
If you all wish to feel disturbed, please do, I suppose it is quite sociopathic in parts? Eh, depends.