- May 18, 2018
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Idk if anyone will read this or anyone cares, but I have some things to get of my chest, why not tell a bunch of strangers who have one thing in common, the love for this game.
Playing this game really started some things inside me. I am not ashamed to say I cried over this game. Not just because of the tragedy but also because of the pureness of friendship and love portrayed so perfectly. I thought a lot about friendship, love and life in general. Well, I often do, but again, something happened with me because of this game.
When I was about 15 yo I started playing videogames and really got into the 'scene'. I was not attractive at all, I still don't think I am, so was noone of my friends. Since then i kinda drugged myself with games, stupid YT videos etc. and ehen I didn't I felt uncomfortable with the world around me and my feelings. Up to this day I never had a gf (I am 23 yo now) which really sucks. To compensate I watched porn, as one does. Nothing changed over the years.
Last year in January my grandpa died of cancer and since then my grandma with dementia lives with us, events that made it even worse for me (Sorry for spelling mistakes, grammar mistakes, not my mothertongue).
Not only since then I became more and more mentally unstable. I needed more of those 'drugs' which made me forget about the real life and feelings. I can barely cry, because I feel so emotionless. Kinda reminds me of 'Fight Club', whose protagonist is unable to cry as well.
Playing this game, I thought it would be just another sex game, changed everything (played for the first time two days ago). I cried for the first time in over a year. So much released feelings. Everything I tried to avoid over the last years. I can't describe it, I am on the one hand just absolutely sad and I havd this burning in my breast, the same you have when you are in love. The last two days I felt like really thinking again, really being me and feeling myself again.
I think about friendship and what I have done wrong in the past few years, I feel like a complete asshole regarding some friends. I think about love, what I really want in life. As I said, it is burning through my body.
I know this sounds kinda stupid, but I think this game hit a switch (dunno if you understand, again not my first language). I hope it stays that way and I will be abke to use this feeling dor good and change some things in my life.
Thank you for reading my nonsense and thank you Dr Pinkcake for developing this game. It's amazing and a masterpiece.
P.S.: I chose Melissa, again sounds stupid, but irl she would be THE woman for me. Really love her character, her character developement, just everything about her (also she is freaking attractive)
Playing this game really started some things inside me. I am not ashamed to say I cried over this game. Not just because of the tragedy but also because of the pureness of friendship and love portrayed so perfectly. I thought a lot about friendship, love and life in general. Well, I often do, but again, something happened with me because of this game.
When I was about 15 yo I started playing videogames and really got into the 'scene'. I was not attractive at all, I still don't think I am, so was noone of my friends. Since then i kinda drugged myself with games, stupid YT videos etc. and ehen I didn't I felt uncomfortable with the world around me and my feelings. Up to this day I never had a gf (I am 23 yo now) which really sucks. To compensate I watched porn, as one does. Nothing changed over the years.
Last year in January my grandpa died of cancer and since then my grandma with dementia lives with us, events that made it even worse for me (Sorry for spelling mistakes, grammar mistakes, not my mothertongue).
Not only since then I became more and more mentally unstable. I needed more of those 'drugs' which made me forget about the real life and feelings. I can barely cry, because I feel so emotionless. Kinda reminds me of 'Fight Club', whose protagonist is unable to cry as well.
Playing this game, I thought it would be just another sex game, changed everything (played for the first time two days ago). I cried for the first time in over a year. So much released feelings. Everything I tried to avoid over the last years. I can't describe it, I am on the one hand just absolutely sad and I havd this burning in my breast, the same you have when you are in love. The last two days I felt like really thinking again, really being me and feeling myself again.
I think about friendship and what I have done wrong in the past few years, I feel like a complete asshole regarding some friends. I think about love, what I really want in life. As I said, it is burning through my body.
I know this sounds kinda stupid, but I think this game hit a switch (dunno if you understand, again not my first language). I hope it stays that way and I will be abke to use this feeling dor good and change some things in my life.
Thank you for reading my nonsense and thank you Dr Pinkcake for developing this game. It's amazing and a masterpiece.
P.S.: I chose Melissa, again sounds stupid, but irl she would be THE woman for me. Really love her character, her character developement, just everything about her (also she is freaking attractive)
- May 18, 2018
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Trust me when I tell you, when it comes to getting emotional, you are not alone...
If you wanna have a clear perspective of that take some time read the reviews of this VN... And btw, if you havent written a review, you really should consider it.
Far as your life goes...
I have to agree with you Mel is Damn HOT... Wild, Passionate, with a heart of Gold... having said that, go ahead and piss her off and see if she dont start playing baseball with your head lol...
FYI I believe theres like 22 endings in this vn, I have read through like 15 times so far and even tho you know whats coming it doesnt stop giving you gut wrench...
If you wanna have a clear perspective of that take some time read the reviews of this VN... And btw, if you havent written a review, you really should consider it.
Far as your life goes...
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I have to agree with you Mel is Damn HOT... Wild, Passionate, with a heart of Gold... having said that, go ahead and piss her off and see if she dont start playing baseball with your head lol...
FYI I believe theres like 22 endings in this vn, I have read through like 15 times so far and even tho you know whats coming it doesnt stop giving you gut wrench...
- Nov 11, 2019
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Seeing how many endings there are, it would of been nice to have a harem ending. But the one thing that really bothers me is how the MC couldnt save both girls. You could of easily drug them both out at the same time, yeah they might have been sore when they woke up but they wouldn't have been dead.
OK i just wanna say that this is the best game I've ever played and not because of the graphics or the sex scenes but of the fucking story like this shit just brought me on an emotional roller coaster like damn!!!
- Sep 26, 2019
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Goddamnit. I mean, this reflects how life is. Decisions, mistakes, no take-backs and living with the regrets that come with it..
I loved this game - but it really brought up how much I hate how unfair life is.
I hate how beauty cant ever just be left alone to remain beautiful. Why must we suffer like this, all the time? Why must the beautiful things always be sullied? Why must they always end? Just once. I would like to experience something that is never ruined. Just one fucking time!.. Please.
..Look at me. Shouting my frustration and sadness into the void on a forum like this. Which is really the testament of this game. It succeeded in portraying how unforgiving the world is and how beauty is but embers in the air we chase in an ever futile search for a place of happiness, meaning or fulfillment.. call it what you will. It's all temporary no matter how much we wish it weren't so.
Most often we play games to escape this reality.
But what we really deep down need might be just what this game did.
To provoke reflection and confront the players with gutwrenching truths about who we are and what life really is like instead of what we wish it were.
I'm so goddamn sad right now. But also maybe.. a bit better for it. Thank you Dr. PinkCake.
I loved this game - but it really brought up how much I hate how unfair life is.
I hate how beauty cant ever just be left alone to remain beautiful. Why must we suffer like this, all the time? Why must the beautiful things always be sullied? Why must they always end? Just once. I would like to experience something that is never ruined. Just one fucking time!.. Please.
..Look at me. Shouting my frustration and sadness into the void on a forum like this. Which is really the testament of this game. It succeeded in portraying how unforgiving the world is and how beauty is but embers in the air we chase in an ever futile search for a place of happiness, meaning or fulfillment.. call it what you will. It's all temporary no matter how much we wish it weren't so.
Most often we play games to escape this reality.
But what we really deep down need might be just what this game did.
To provoke reflection and confront the players with gutwrenching truths about who we are and what life really is like instead of what we wish it were.
I'm so goddamn sad right now. But also maybe.. a bit better for it. Thank you Dr. PinkCake.
- Aug 7, 2017
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HAHA liam is the best character by far! tempted to play the whole game dedicated to max fp with him.
- Sep 19, 2018
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I'm still annoyed at the decision to let the poly die. Like make it a main option but at least include some subtle choices that make you able to save them both. Still feels like a big cop out. Especially when it's that closed to the ending.
- Aug 25, 2017
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Looking to potentially play through this again. I didn't get an ideal ending last time so i'm going to use the walkthrough this time. However, the walkthrough doesn't really go into too much detail about the endings so I was wondering if anyone here can tell me which of the ending #s are good. I'd rather not go through all 22 
thanks
thanks
- Aug 7, 2017
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Ok so tbh i ended up with the melissa ending and liam getting better/finding a new girl and as nice as it is, its pretty frustrating that i had to choose between her and megan. im just happy that liam is ok.
I got a perfect Megan ending by not fucking anyone. I know for a fact doing so gets you one gallery scene and I am satisfied with the ending. I'd imagine a similar ending happens with Melissa.Looking to potentially play through this again. I didn't get an ideal ending last time so i'm going to use the walkthrough this time. However, the walkthrough doesn't really go into too much detail about the endings so I was wondering if anyone here can tell me which of the ending #s are good. I'd rather not go through all 22
Liam actually pained me throughout the game up until the ending. It's nice to have a non-MC male character that you actually quite like in a game. Really ties the story together in my opinion.
- Oct 18, 2016
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Finally got around playing this one
10/10 game.
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- Oct 1, 2019
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I've downloaded the game and when i'm playing the images doesn't show up sometimes it's black did this happend to anyone?
- Mar 25, 2017
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is it possible to pursue romance with Rena without Megan hating you and straining your friendship with Liam?
Nice game, very sad ending though. One would think with athletic build mc could somehow manage to save both girls.
- Aug 25, 2017
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Looking to potentially play through this again. I didn't get an ideal ending last time so i'm going to use the walkthrough this time. However, the walkthrough doesn't really go into too much detail about the endings so I was wondering if anyone here can tell me which of the ending #s are good. I'd rather not go through all 22
I feel like going through the whole game without fucking anyone kinda defeats the purpose of playing a porn game. There has to be a way you fuck at least some people and still get a good ending
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