Ren'Py Apocalust [psychodelusional] Discussion Thread

[PereLeux]

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Apocalust - Development Update and some things
Hello Patrons!
This is the third or fourth time I took over 2-3 months to stay in touch or update you and I wish I wasn't such a colossal fuck up and a coward but I am and I'm sorry.
Obviously I am taking way too long to get this game out and honestly I have been unfathomably fucked in the head for the past few months so I am just going to wing it and try to speak my mind a bit.
If you don't want to read a long post or if I am coming across as a weirdo or anything, you can just skip this if you like and see some sexy stuff of Evelyn and Liora in a rar pack I uploaded here:

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I have been trying to work on a trailer for this game for the better part of a week and I have been rushing to finish so I don't get yelled at as I am already vastly behind but I can't get through this or anything else for that matter without crying my eyes out or banging my head on my desk.
I wish I wasn't so messed in the head but for the second half of making this game I have been mortally obsessed with what people think of me and people's expectations and this is infecting every other area of my life and I honestly don't know if I can take it anymore.
I just want to iterate the fact that I know I am getting paid to do one of the easiest things in the world but honestly between people yelling at me in my comments on here and other places to people dming me to kill myself or to jump into traffic on discord, I am finding it hard to focus on what I want to do which is just make games. I fully knew I was going to get yelled at for taking extra-long on the first version but I did not know how I was going to react to it.
Edit: I just also want to acknowledge the fact that this is my own fault for being a baby and not yours for expressing yourself.
I know I am supposed to focus on the good stuff, the people who supported me all this time especially those being nice to me no matter how big of an idiot I am but I have fallen into this trap a multitude of times and it just keeps happening.
I obviously have enough content for a 0.1 release and it's never going to meet my expectations ultimately but I think I am massively overthinking everything at this point.
Either the trailer + a tester version of 0.1 is going to be out by the end of March or I am just going to stop wasting everyone's time.
I am going to be trying some new stuff over the course of the next few weeks including leaning into (some/certain) social situations, so if you would like to ask me anything, just ping me in patron chat and I will answer instead of avoiding everyone for eternity. I just want to make this about fun now instead of trying to please every single person and if I mess it up then so be it.

I just want to mention that my discord DM's are going to be closed for the reasons I mentioned above but I will be replying to my patron DM's again (as long as you aren't screaming at me) since that was obviously a shitty thing to do.
Anyhow, that's it for now I should be back anywhere between 1-2 weeks with the games launch trailer or at least a quick progress update.

Sorry if any of this was morbid and or weak but i just needed to get some of it out.
Thank you all for the support and I will talk to you again soon!

 

[yihman1]

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Apocalust - Development Update and some things
Hello Patrons!
This is the third or fourth time I took over 2-3 months to stay in touch or update you and I wish I wasn't such a colossal fuck up and a coward but I am and I'm sorry.
Obviously I am taking way too long to get this game out and honestly I have been unfathomably fucked in the head for the past few months so I am just going to wing it and try to speak my mind a bit.
If you don't want to read a long post or if I am coming across as a weirdo or anything, you can just skip this if you like and see some sexy stuff of Evelyn and Liora in a rar pack I uploaded here:

You must be registered to see the links

I have been trying to work on a trailer for this game for the better part of a week and I have been rushing to finish so I don't get yelled at as I am already vastly behind but I can't get through this or anything else for that matter without crying my eyes out or banging my head on my desk.
I wish I wasn't so messed in the head but for the second half of making this game I have been mortally obsessed with what people think of me and people's expectations and this is infecting every other area of my life and I honestly don't know if I can take it anymore.
I just want to iterate the fact that I know I am getting paid to do one of the easiest things in the world but honestly between people yelling at me in my comments on here and other places to people dming me to kill myself or to jump into traffic on discord, I am finding it hard to focus on what I want to do which is just make games. I fully knew I was going to get yelled at for taking extra-long on the first version but I did not know how I was going to react to it.
Edit: I just also want to acknowledge the fact that this is my own fault for being a baby and not yours for expressing yourself.
I know I am supposed to focus on the good stuff, the people who supported me all this time especially those being nice to me no matter how big of an idiot I am but I have fallen into this trap a multitude of times and it just keeps happening.
I obviously have enough content for a 0.1 release and it's never going to meet my expectations ultimately but I think I am massively overthinking everything at this point.
Either the trailer + a tester version of 0.1 is going to be out by the end of March or I am just going to stop wasting everyone's time.
I am going to be trying some new stuff over the course of the next few weeks including leaning into (some/certain) social situations, so if you would like to ask me anything, just ping me in patron chat and I will answer instead of avoiding everyone for eternity. I just want to make this about fun now instead of trying to please every single person and if I mess it up then so be it.

I just want to mention that my discord DM's are going to be closed for the reasons I mentioned above but I will be replying to my patron DM's again (as long as you aren't screaming at me) since that was obviously a shitty thing to do.
Anyhow, that's it for now I should be back anywhere between 1-2 weeks with the games launch trailer or at least a quick progress update.

Sorry if any of this was morbid and or weak but i just needed to get some of it out.
Thank you all for the support and I will talk to you again soon!

I wasn't aware of this thread until today. This is the first time I Have been in it. Dev name looked familiar Google is my friend... Ah yes, Dark Neighborhood I remember that game it was pretty good and completed, but that was kinda a while back I'll check out the new game.

Then I notice this thread is from July 24 of 2019... So I look at the OP again, check out some of the pics and and I'm like... I want to play that game. Wheres the game link? Notice it's 109 pages long, and a discussion thread so surely there is a game somewhere out there... There is not.

585 days no game releases!? Wait what? See some comments like dev gone missing for months...

I put on my detective hat.... What's the story here? I'll get to the bottom of this...

As I'm typing this notice new comment and it's this one explaining the situation

I agree he is taking a bit of time there to get a release out, but It's fucked up people are sending nasty threats to dude over his game development. People like that don't help games get released they give devs a mental breakdown and delay releases even longer.

Whoever was sending him death threats / telling him to kill himself should be ashamed of themself, and grow the fuck up.

Nobody is going to make a game any faster because someone over the internet told them to kill them self.

If he is taking to long for your taste? That's fine I'm in the same boat as you. I think that is a bit long for no release. Go play another game or do whatever, don't support the dev if you don't like his pace of work, but don't send send stupid threats like that.

 

[BaasB]

there is still hope..........

 

[Pu$$yBo$$]

"stop wasting everyone's time" so refund all the patrons who have supported since the first announcement?

 

[Housewife]

Either the trailer + a tester version of 0.1 is going to be out by the end of March or I am just going to stop wasting everyone's time.

he's been wasting everyone's time for the 0.0001 trailer for two years now. what suddenly changed?

 

[judas12321]

he's been wasting everyone's time for the 0.0001 trailer for two years now. what suddenly changed?

The fact that his patreon money income has reduced

 

[bigpenniser]

I have been trying to work on a trailer for this game for the better part of a week A YEAR MFKER

If you werent a lying sack of shit you wouldnt have to worry what people thinks about you, cheers

 

[SSBBSNAKE]

Ill wait for this than your actual game dev

 

[Tekiya]

End of March...2022 !!!
There are no game donkeys !!!

 

[gramaton]

if this game ever comes out, it will be such a high leap in quality... I do not know what to say

 

[SSBBSNAKE]

I bet he just needs some pocket money from patreon to buy the GTX 3090, so:

$ 3000 Update animation rig

 

[Vengel]

ooohhh ... I really like when that thing keeps happening and keep proving what I said in the beginning ...
where are all his fans and defenders now
oohh man this feels soo good
He has content for nothing ... not even a demo ...
The second someone tell's you - "obviously I have a content for 0.1 version" .... but I was working on a new TRAILER for something that took ONE ++ YEAR - is the second you know there is NOTHING in terms of content that will cover the time spend.
hehehehehe

 

[Bonhart]

despite everything I hope it comes out, its renders and animations are really fantastic

I don't understand why he doesn't do a simple graphic novel, so much with those models and animations it would have happened anyway, nobody would complain about the part played


(Sorry for my bad english)

 

[n0cn1l]

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Apocalust - Development Update and some things
Hello Patrons!
This is the third or fourth time I took over 2-3 months to stay in touch or update you and I wish I wasn't such a colossal fuck up and a coward but I am and I'm sorry.
Obviously I am taking way too long to get this game out and honestly I have been unfathomably fucked in the head for the past few months so I am just going to wing it and try to speak my mind a bit.
If you don't want to read a long post or if I am coming across as a weirdo or anything, you can just skip this if you like and see some sexy stuff of Evelyn and Liora in a rar pack I uploaded here:

You must be registered to see the links

I have been trying to work on a trailer for this game for the better part of a week and I have been rushing to finish so I don't get yelled at as I am already vastly behind but I can't get through this or anything else for that matter without crying my eyes out or banging my head on my desk.
I wish I wasn't so messed in the head but for the second half of making this game I have been mortally obsessed with what people think of me and people's expectations and this is infecting every other area of my life and I honestly don't know if I can take it anymore.
I just want to iterate the fact that I know I am getting paid to do one of the easiest things in the world but honestly between people yelling at me in my comments on here and other places to people dming me to kill myself or to jump into traffic on discord, I am finding it hard to focus on what I want to do which is just make games. I fully knew I was going to get yelled at for taking extra-long on the first version but I did not know how I was going to react to it.
Edit: I just also want to acknowledge the fact that this is my own fault for being a baby and not yours for expressing yourself.
I know I am supposed to focus on the good stuff, the people who supported me all this time especially those being nice to me no matter how big of an idiot I am but I have fallen into this trap a multitude of times and it just keeps happening.
I obviously have enough content for a 0.1 release and it's never going to meet my expectations ultimately but I think I am massively overthinking everything at this point.
Either the trailer + a tester version of 0.1 is going to be out by the end of March or I am just going to stop wasting everyone's time.
I am going to be trying some new stuff over the course of the next few weeks including leaning into (some/certain) social situations, so if you would like to ask me anything, just ping me in patron chat and I will answer instead of avoiding everyone for eternity. I just want to make this about fun now instead of trying to please every single person and if I mess it up then so be it.

I just want to mention that my discord DM's are going to be closed for the reasons I mentioned above but I will be replying to my patron DM's again (as long as you aren't screaming at me) since that was obviously a shitty thing to do.
Anyhow, that's it for now I should be back anywhere between 1-2 weeks with the games launch trailer or at least a quick progress update.

Sorry if any of this was morbid and or weak but i just needed to get some of it out.
Thank you all for the support and I will talk to you again soon!

 

[peterppp]

It is bad when Gumdrop releases more game updates than you do. Psychodelusional's options are simple at this point: Put up or shut up. Deliver something real to play. Who wants a fucking trailer at this point?

 

[Zolkane]

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at least he saying, its his fault. Not like gumdrop who just give new version of his 3 years back game

he said he try to please everyone....hmmm i hope if its going to be out one day will have beasty

 

[MrBaitor]

If he doesn't deliver by the date he said you really need to close this thread.

P.S.:I thought the guy was infected by corona or something worse.... turns out he felt really bad because of the stuff people said to him for not honoring his release dates. Still.... avoiding to actually talk with the people that support him it's kinda lame, because at the end of the line those are the people that pay him to deliver the darn thing in the first place.

 

[Vengel]

at least he saying, its his fault. Not like gumdrop who just give new version of his 3 years back game

he said he try to please everyone....hmmm i hope if its going to be out one day will have beasty

Your not the brightest light bulb aren't you?
The fact that he is admitting his fault says nothing good to his supporters !!! This is not some hollywood drama in which the protagonist admits his sins and the audience forgives him and bids him farewell on his path to redemption.
HE TOOK MONEY
Does that somehow calculate for you or you need further explanation!?
He took the resources ... did nothing ... throw around a few bullshiters like "please everyone" and in the end - "well I was going crazy. My mind blew. I got nuts ... wack job ... Sorry ... my bad ... see you later!"

He should thank to whatever god comes to mind that after admitting point blank - he does not get sued
That is the reason you see the rest of the scammers find bullshit reasons for the delays but never admit in plain sight that it's their fault

Because patreon or not ... you will get fucked when admitting you did nothing but still took the money and STILL have nothing to show for! I see some people here behave and post around their opinions on patreon system like it's untouchable. No ... the second someone steps on the wrong people you will see how quickly things gonna escalate into the hands of the law
It's just that we are dealing with small time scammers and nobody really cares ... kickstarter already took that fat cock up the ass a couple of times

 

[Zolkane]

Your not the brightest light bulb aren't you?
The fact that he is admitting his fault says nothing good to his supporters !!! This is not some hollywood drama in which the protagonist admits his sins and the audience forgives him and bids him farewell on his path to redemption.
HE TOOK MONEY
Does that somehow calculate for you or you need further explanation!?
He took the resources ... did nothing ... throw around a few bullshiters like "please everyone" and in the end - "well I was going crazy. My mind blew. I got nuts ... wack job ... Sorry ... my bad ... see you later!"

He should thank to whatever god comes to mind that after admitting point blank - he does not get sued
That is the reason you see the rest of the scammers find bullshit reasons for the delays but never admit in plain sight that it's their fault

Because patreon or not ... you will get fucked when admitting you did nothing but still took the money and STILL have nothing to show for! I see some people here behave and post around their opinions on patreon system like it's untouchable. No ... the second someone steps on the wrong people you will see how quickly things gonna escalate into the hands of the law
It's just that we are dealing with small time scammers and nobody really cares ... kickstarter already took that fat cock up the ass a couple of times

the problems is his supporters me i stopped march 2020

 

[speedballz]

ahahahaahaha REALLY? that is his update?
Funny how as soon as soon as ppl start wisening up and stop supporting he makes a post about it . As much as i like the renders and have been waiting for this game ever since it was first announced i hope it never gets released just so i can point and laugh at the simps that keep giving him money.