I tried to understand your explanation but i am even more confused now. When i play game i am all in heart and brain and all else. My heart wants to pop-out in certain situations and wants me to throw up in other.. i prefer first.Yeah, for people who can't understand NTR, look at it the other way around: people who like NTR usually find it weird how much you identify with the MC. It's a game. It's not ME getting cheated on, it's an imaginary computer dude. It'd be like watching a porno where some guy's wife bangs the pizza delivery guy, and getting completely infuriated that it's "NTR" because somehow you managed to thoroughly put yourself in the shoes of the husband. That is what I don't really get.
I can't imagine playing game any other way then placing my self in total RP mod. otherwise it makes no sense to me to even play
As a result if something is obnoxious or repulsive in RL i cant imagine it in fantasy either.