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Well, hello again, folks. Some people are probably like "the fuck is this guy doing, posting a dev diary on a Saturday".
After the pause on development to study for the exam, I've survived it. Results are not in yet - but I have a hunch that all sections on the exam should be good enough for a pass.
Now comes the bad news...You might notice for the past two weeks, my online hours have been funky, and then I've become less and less active during this week. Here's what happened so far.
I came back to visit my grandfather again, not to celebrate him succeeding in chemo, but to really celebrate the miracle that he's still with us - so any days spent is a precious day for me and everyone back here. And somehow, funny enough, fate has other plans for me. My visa for reentry into the U.S. has been refused. I was placed under 221(g) - they specifically said that they needed more time to review my application. That, of course, means that there's a chance that I can get denied - and if that happens, that will lead to the domino effect of me having to quit my program entirely, and me being unsure how the hell I will clean out the apartment and get my stuff back in the U.S., how to cancel the services and shit there, etc. and mostly, the elephant in the room is, what I am supposed to do after I have to quit the program. I don't share this to whine, but rather, I want to be transparent with you about what's going on, and why the development has not really been solid. Turns out devs are human too.
Here comes something interesting. After a few days of stressing out and checking the application status literally every 10 minutes, I've made peace with the thought that I might have to derail my future to a different path completely, but still I needed something to distract myself from losing it. I ended up with development as some sort of therapeutic treatments for the soul (won't recommend this for everyone). With my current laptop not being able to handle HS2, I decided to treat myself and bought a new laptop that is capable of running that (unoptimized, piece of meat) beast. The past 3 days were all about downloading Honey Select 2 again, copying this and that, setting some shit up, figuring why shit doesn't work, etc. Pain in the ass, but I'm slowly getting used to it now . One of the reasons why I posted this dev diary is because I was able to turn on Honey Select 2 the first time on this laptop. There are still many missing mods, of course - and many issues since my PC were using BR14, and this version installed on the laptop is BR15. But with how waiting has been the excruciating factor for me for the past few days - having something done, anything at all, feels good.
But, uh...yeah! I don't know what else to say, really. If it really comes down to me not being able to continue my program, then that will be a headache - but that's a only possibility, not what's happening now - so we take one step at a time. On the bright side, I get to spend more time with my grandfather. I will still work on the game for now, will try to keep a positive attitude, and will keep you guys posted. Progresses should be back by Monday after all mods are installed.
Cheers, folks.
Peppy
Ps: Here, enjoy a peek of the temporary behemoth. Not too close to what I have back in my apartment in the U.S., but it runs HS2 and Chrome, that's good enough.
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