TessSadist
Stan5851 You made Tess Mad with your early post on here
This one long one from Miss Tess
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UPDATE: Given where I am right now in my head, I may just decide to release Final A sooner as is and avoid any further sexual content but stick with narrative/story stuff only as the last renders for this scene. Anais has offered to do 40 renders for me but we'll see. It is my personal belief (no offense to her) that either her doing it or me doing it right now will not be at the high quality I want versus just releasing it in Part 3 when I am in a better state of mind. If this is my decision, I will release much sooner, likely within 12-20 hours or so.**
Overall, I agree with what you wrote, however, I absolutely do not want to sympathize with Tess in what she did...Be that as it may, 1-2 people (whose names she again did not name... how convenient, right?) cannot and should not be the reason why hundreds or thousands of other players should be held accountable. Rough example - if 1 person is accused of a crime, there is no way their guilt can extend to the entire country they reside in. So it is in this case.
First we swallowed being deprived of our solo romance with Jules (because of a couple unnamed assholes who supposedly complained about this demon flag content to the feds or whatever they demanded of her?)...And now Tess has apparently decided to extend this practice of disadvantaging Dom players to the main route as well.
So in this case, I completely agree with Silver. It's a disgrace and a shame that Tess is deliberately depriving Dom players of of some long awaited content by making them scapegoats because of a couple of unnamed jerks. And that doesn't do her any honor.
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Anais sent me this and was kind of enraged about it but I kind of think it's a good example of what I am willing to sacrifice to avoid the bigger issues, especially if it's coming from a place of entitlement.
1) "Whose names she again did not name...how convenient, right?" - This is insinuating that I am lying. This person is not on this Discord anymore. I have no problem with accusing me of being lazy, doing poor work, or anything else but when it comes to my character/integrity I know I have more of a moral compass than 99.9% of people. For one thing, I don't pirate intellectual property to start. That alone is already above most people. Everything I am saying is 100% true and being understated quite a bit to protect others not myself.
2) The analogy is very poor. I am not holding players accountable, I am protecting my mental health. That is simply a possible aftereffect. Again, this is coming from a sense of entitlement and not caring about the human element of a human being under duress. Period. I guess some people really are so callous as to care more about their jack off material than a genuine crisis from someone working hard. What does that say about that person and their priorities in life?
3) The solo dom romance was rightfully cut -- there were unsolicited "stuff" repeatedly sent to me which caused me to react formally. Not even game related except in context of what they wanted to "see" in KG similar to what I was "sent." I am constantly even in RL harassed and hit on, I think I know when something is truly creepy/serious requiring legal intervention versus something more typical. It's the former. I cannot state it any more clearly than this -- it required a formal response with reporting/legal issues and this has happened a second time.
4) "doesn't do her any honor" - Yeah, as far as I'm concerned this is the only one that upset me to be honest. I have more honor than anyone I know. I think very deliberately and carefully about big changes because I do care about other players (the Patrons at least) and how invested they are in my story/work.
Miss Tess
Final 8.2A Update:
After talking it over with Anais, I have decided to just try and release the update soon. She offered to cover 40 renders for me tonight on her side and stay up with me, but ultimately I decided against it.
The change is I am cutting the 40 renders she wanted to help from Final 8.2A. The updated render count is down below, everything else will still be the same.
Sub Path: + 125 renders
Dom Path: + 103 renders + ~~likely 82 renders (185) - I had wanted to try and be ambitious and include the entire 200 render scene I have in my head, but I am going to cut it short and stick with 80ish and continue it in Part 3.~~
40 renders = 143 renders
(I am sad to say I do not feel I can do a good job on the last 40 renders given how pissed off/unhappy/sad I am right now. I have decided to just wrap up the 40 of 80 I am on now and just release the update. I apologize as I really did plan to try and be ambitious and had mild aspirations to even try and do the entire 200 render scene, but there's just no way I can do it justice right now. Rushing to finish these 40 renders wouldn't be of good quality, and I also don't think it's fair to make anyone wait much longer for the update by me taking some time off to just get this out of my system either. So I'm aiming to release it within the next 12-13 hours which is let's sayabout 8:30pm Hawaii time right now, so my goal is now roughly 8:30 to 9:30am Hawaii time and I will just stay up and max out what I can and let Anais take over to make sure links work, etc. That way, she can cover if something is wrong with the links and things of that nature since she can sleep now and take over for me when I need the rest.)
Animations: Approximately 115 added
Tess Outro: 29 renders
Anais Intro to TQA: 9 renders
Anais TQA Preview scene: 33 renders
Rough Raw Totals Added: 339 renders + 115 animations
I will try and take 4-5 full days off and basically reset and see how I feel when it's over. I will try and help people if there are issues and problems as I can, but otherwise I am turning over the release responsibilities to Anais and I know she is more than capable of helping everyone out.
Yes, I will make her type on a real computer instead of her phone 99 percent of the time. She's actually incredibly smart and went to the same university as I did, so don't let her fool you because she tends to deliberately downplay herself a LOT.
I know the stuff above is a lot, but I am being genuine in saying it's quite serious and impacted me personally in ways I'd rather not say.
The best analogy I can give is perhaps a policeman investigating something and they see something they wished they did not see. You can't unsee some things. I'm very strong in a lot of ways, but there are a few things I might say a man might handle better if they are strong. My fiance luckily is a man I trust for everything, and I speak about him a little in the outro. (and I would still want him to kill a rat if one somehow was around us and approaching!) I'm also getting to a point in my life where I'm not the young 20 something that started KG in 2020, but now getting closer to 30 in 2025 with a different perspective.
I am doing everything in my power to serve/help the players enjoy this game but I do apologize for any disappointment about anything. Everyone has the right to be unhappy with me, and I accept that. All I can say is that I am truly am a person of integrity, honor, and do try hard.
So I will not peep or object to anyone saying anything about my work product -- that's very fair. I'll even ignore any attacks on my integrity moving forward -- even though it's wrong. The character in my own game that truly represents me in terms of work/responsibility is Kiyomi. Anyway, I'm rambling and going to work more now.
I honestly know I juggle more stuff day to day than most people can handle, but I still try and honor my responsibilities to everyone. What people will see in the outro is a short message of me talking about Veronica lying down in the update. In that scene, she laments being told how brilliant she is and how she needs to save the world, etc.
In a way, that's really me (on a smaller scale of course). I have been told for a long time I'm so beautiful and smart and everyone around me expects perfection/brilliance in everything. I understand I have massive beauty privilege in day to day life, but it still doesn't mean everything's easy for me either. Maybe other women can understand this a little - the pressure of that need to be "on point" all the time without fail.
If I continue moving forward, I am likely to just have
jake KTA handle my Patreon entirely. I will write posts and load up stuff, but he will manage the site. If any messages are sent to me, he will check them and just forward me ones to respond to, etc.
I am determined AT ALL COSTS to not repeat what happened to me in the last 3 days or so. Whatever it takes.
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