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I'm not Eminem, but guess who's back
23 hours ago
Hi guys,
Walking back into this was a tough process because I feel like I betrayed you and what I stand for in game development.
So, let's start this little conversation about what actually happened, why I am back, and how things will work out in the future.
This post will be dedicated to what happened.
In March of this year, I got seriously depressed. There were times when I would confuse being extra tired with depression, but this was different. I started drinking heavily, every day, and started working both day and night, just so I could keep my mind occupied, and I spiraled down the rabbit hole, from which I couldn't pull myself out. This lasted a couple of months, and it wasn't something that I wanted to do, but it was something that I found that gave me a feeling of just existing, and not caring about anything.
That was a very dangerous period in my life, and I now know, what I was doing, but in those moments, this felt like the light at the end of the tunnel.
Making the "King's New Life" is something that relaxes me and something that I find really enjoyable, but due to the situation I was in, I couldn't relax, and making one render felt like I was stabbing myself, not because I hated it, but because I hated myself.
Now I am back, and the tide will turn around. I plan to come back much stronger and without any real hesitation. Thank you for sticking with me, and I hope that my future results will compensate for what was missing.
Now, I am not writing this to gather some sympathy for myself, but I just wanted to let you know and to apologize for what I did. I am truly sorry, and I know that any excuse that I made is not enough, but I promise I will do better.
This is a public post, since this is the first post back, but Patrons please expect a couple of posts in the next few days (Including renders and animations).
Thank you, and sorry again,
Yours truly King of the Jungle